It's 11:15pm and I'm having sleepless nights and I don't know why my dad says it stress due to exams because I'm not " as stressed" as the other young adults in my year and all around the country and world that are going though the new spec i on the other hand can't stop shaking when it's not my hands that are shaking it's my legs I've done some research on it some say it's anxiety but the way I feel inside the pain is indescribable I feel secure in my bed like nothing can hurt me how can I stop the shakes and have a decent nights sleep. I don't know who to talk to I want to talk to my parents but when I want to talk to them they are already asleep its now 11:30 pm and all I want is to be happy but when I get told stuff like" you don't want to end up like your sister and be struggling " or " you should suck your stomach in " as well as feel you will never achieve as much my other sister. She has an amazing job, passed her drivers License first time. These's might seem little to other but when they are constantly running thought your mind day and night and soon enough you start to Believe it and each day they get stronger and stronger more realist as each day passes. Oh I'm Sofia and this is my life
