Everything About You
Is it right? Does what I'm feeling make sense? Niall will never love me, let alone like me. These feelings are crazy Harry, absolutely crazy.. Niall is my best friend, my band mate, and he is too good for Harry. Or is he?
"Yes I like the way you smile with your eyes other guys see it but don't realize that it's m-m-my lovin'. There's something' boutcha' laugh that makes me wanna have too, there's nothin' funny so we laugh at n-n-nothin'." Niall sang in perfect tune in to the microphone on the high stage. Niall stared out in the crowd, smiling widely. Harry was entranced by Niall's beautiful voice. Harry got lost in every syllable that left Niall's mouth. Harry shook his head. Why was he thinking like this?! These crazy thoughts.. Niall was his best friend, he could not lose him. Harry shook off the weird feeling he had towards Niall and continued to sing along to the upbeat melody.
Finally when the concert ended the boys waved goodbye to all the adoring fans and jogged off stage.
"Good job!" Beamed Niall, while jumping up and down next to the boys. Zayn rolled his eyes "Calm down Ni..." Niall groaned "Ah lose the attitude Zaaaaayn!" I could not stop blushing. The way Niall acted so childish, was so cute. Louis elbowed me in the side "You okay Haz?" Louis winked. "What- erm do you mean?!" I stumbled fearing Louis caught me staring at Niall. Louis just shrugged and gestured towards Niall "Seems you are a bit... Distracted... What sup with you and Ni?" Louis winked at me and continued as I sat there stunned with my mouth gaping open in shock. "Well... do you like him?" Louis continued. Appalled I said defensively "Um... No... Can I not look at my best friend?" Louis lifted his hands up and surrendered "Alright haz, don't get char' panties in a bunch!"
I felt terrible for snapping at Louis.. But he could NOT find out about how I felt about Niall... I'm not even sure how I feel about Niall myself, But I know I don't think of him as a normal friend. As I drifted off in thought, out of the corner of my eye I noticed Liam throw his arm around Niall's shoulder. I practically growled as I saw Liam jumping all over Niall, this is crazy, I'm jealous of Liam.... I'm really going mad. I squirmed as all our adoring fans screamed to Liam and Niall "NIAM IS REALLLL!" I cringed as the fans snapped pictures of Liam and Niall all over each other. I shot Liam dirty looks as I walked behind the two to the tour bus. As the fans continued to gawk over "niam" I got more and more angered. Liam turned Round and noticed all the dirty looks I shot him. Liam raised his eyebrows at me skeptically. "Ay, you okay haz?" I just nodded and growled under my breath "Niam this, Niam that.." But my heated glances were interrupted as Niall turned around and stared at me with those bright blue eyes. Immediately I forgot about how angered I was at Liam, all I could focus on was those eyes. Niall smiled widely and shouted "You ok Haz?" I nodded and blushed. This is freaking insane Harry, You can't even control your feelings towards Niall, he asks me a question and I'm acting like a little school girl. Liam was still glancing at me suspiciously. Liam dropped his grasp on Niall and backed up next to me. "Harry... What's up with you man?! You're practically killing me mentally!" I shrugged. What could I possibly say that could get Liam off my back? I just stared blankly back at him. "Haz you can tell me, whatever it is... I promise I won't judge you..." I shook my head in disagreement and mumbled "I'm sorry Liam... But you just won't understand... I mean you can't... it's not a normal problem..." Liam shook his head "Harry... whatever problem you're dealing with is normal, and you can tell me.... You know I would never judge what you're feeling..." My eyes practically bulged out of my head "Liam....erm who said this "problem" had anything to do with my feelings..." Liam eyes widened as he collected his thoughts. "Well erm... Haz... I just figured it did... well ok maybe I kinda know what... what your problem is... heh..." I yelped so loud all the boys turned to me. "WHAT IS WRONG MATE?!" Louis screamed as he ran over to me with a worried look. "N-n-nothin' um... Li-Liam just told me some thin' f-f-funny I- well yeah..." Louis just shrugged and backed away laughing "Wow haz... really scared me..." When the boys finally got far enough ahead of me and Liam I shouted loudly "WHAT DO YOU KNOW?" Liam looked down in an attempt to avoid my gaze, and my question. "Haz... I mean it was obvious... And I'm really good figuring these things out... But no one else knows I swear..." I growled at Liam while gripping on to his arm so he could not run away and escape my questions. "Liam... what do you know is what I'm asking..." I mumbled trying to calm myself down. I was desperately hoping Liam wasn't talking about my feelings towards Niall. Liam freed himself of my grasp and looked into my eyes "Harry.... I know that... you're in love with Niall...."