Living With The Boys (BEING EDITED)

Chapter 7

I dont think i have ever cried as much in my life. The minute i got home i was up in my room the door locked and tears streaming down my face.

I just couldnt handle all of this, first chase s my mate, i told my brother about my dad dieing, and my mom hates. although thats not the worst part. the worst part is that my mom remined me about my baby, my precious stillborn baby.

I had buried her in the woods near the pack house... i havent visited her in a while due to the fact that it hurts too much.

i heard a knock at my door and grudgingly walked over to open the door.

It wasnt who i thought it would be though. It was Parker.

"Hey." i said looking down and walking back to my bed leaving the door open for him to walk in.

Parker was a tall 6'2 guy with muscles that bulged out of his tight t shirt, brown hair and beautiful emerald green eyes any girl would melt for. He hadnt found his mate yet and i have to say if i hadnt found mine i would have been after him.

"Hey, look i know i dont know you too well but i want you to know im here for you. whatever you need i will help you with." he sad closing the door and locking it before sitting next to me.

"I... I'm fine nothings wrong you can go back and do whatever you need to im fine." i said putting a blank expression on my face and wishing my bloodshot eyes wouldnt look so puffy.

"Really? because i could hear you crying a mile away you know your room isnt sound proof." he said with a forced chuckle.

i put a smile that didnt reach my eyes on my face before asking him," Take me out. to a club, bar, restraunt... i dont care just get me out of this house."

He grinned and grabbed my hand practically pulling me down stairs.

we reached the front door and i couldnt stop the giggles from escaping my lips at how giddy he had become, the moment the laugh left my lips Chase and Jake walked through the door.

Chase looked seriously pissed off.

"What the hell is going on in here? Get your hands off of my mate!" Chase growled at Parker.

Parker instantly released my arm and took a step away from me. So naturally me being me i took a step towards Parker wrapped my arms around his  neck and kissed him.

The best part was.. he kissed me back and put his arms around my waist. then i felt someone seperate us, but it wasnt chase it was jake.

"OH MY GOD REALLY MAGGIE?! IN FRONT OF YOUR MATE! I NEVER KNEW YOU WERE SUCH A BITCH AND A SLUT. I SHOULD HAVE KNOWN THERE WAS A BIGGER REASON BEHIND MOM GETTING RID OF YOU!" Jake shouted at me and i didnt even put on a mask this time. i just let him see the pain i had been holding in.

I opened up my mind to him knowing he was prying and allowed him parker and chase to see everything. My dads death and me holding his hand, Ricky beating me and raping me, me ending up pregnant, giving birth to a stillborn, and all the while my mom yelling at me and then telling me to get out, not to mention my friends giving up on me. i showed them everything that caused me pain over the last 6 months and then at the end i showed them the pain i felt from rejecting my mate.

the entire time i showed them this i kept my head down refusing to look at them and when it was over an di lifted my head i saw the shocked and angry expressions on all of their faces.

"Still want to call me a slut, a whore? you arent wrong i am all of those things, but the only difference between me and all the others is that i slept around to feel something. i staying with my abusive boyfriend becasue everything he hit me i felt something. He didnt even start beating me until after he raped me and i lost my baby. So Jake, you are right i am a horrible person and yes i kissed parker in front of Chase but i felt chases pain and it made me feel again. So call me all those things again because you knowing what you know wont change anything will it?" i asked before running out of the house and shifting.

When i started running i knew instantly i was going to see my baby girl.

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