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My dear, my dove, my LOVE.
My younger self,
My opposite gender
My emotion keeper
My babygirl
My believer
Believe in who you choose.
I will be the same regardless, I'll get better regardless,
I will love you regardless.
Do you blind yourself now that i move alone, or is it the dark tunnel i left you in full of my words to climb. Hhh...
Do you believe them now? Even more that im gone but not gone...
I don't ask that you believe me
I don't ask that you trust me
I ask that you better yourself
I ask that you better yourself to make (our) better stronger when we come together both "better"...
Better-hhh...
Dont think too much
Dont linger too much
Dont worry too much
Focus on you but let it be for us.
Im sorry...
We can do this together?
Are you up for what im up for?
Well... lifes gat me cornered,
Im helpless
Sad truth- you can only give me words at the moment,
You can only love me from a distance but not the way its suppose to be without suspense?
Time is not here.
Im here, still here but you dont see me...yet you see those who tell you the wrong but knows nothing.
I have life against the wall
Im still free even thoe.
Im doing something 98% of the time you wont be here doing because you wont be here, you will be locked away willingly and unwillingly.
Yet im doing nothing but just being loved.
Love dont even bring happyness when the love is even stronger for me now that the dissapointment i bring is overthrown by everyones love.
Yet im still alone with all the love.
Your love i see, i believe, i desire, but you i dont see.
Yet you are here
In my dark, "SOLO" heart.
Just the fact that im free
And free still feels caged in a city of fire and being the only drip of water to set it out.
Faith above your many questions.
I love you.
To you my words are as a needle, it's stuck in your ear paining but the pain to take it out is more than to just keep it in....which will you...?
Do you believe.?

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