Life's Luck

Chapter 1: Sudden Depression

I was just sitting there, thinking. My life was going to the worst; I had so much, so much. I mean everything just... just left. My parents were so happy and then all of a sudden they started fighting, with that fighting came the divorce. My boyfriend started liking my best friend and he left me for her. My best friend didn't try for that but now, we barely talk. I don't take my time to talk to anyone anymore; I just spend all my time at my mom's house, just sitting.

My weekend was going slower than syrup, it was just a week ago that it all happened. I'm just glad I still have my kitty, Chuck, to keep me company and to give me someone to love. I've had him for years, like 6. I always understand my baby Chuck he's always there to comfort me and help me through hard times. I never had anything else to do, all my friends were blocked out of my life, by me... So I just talk to my Chucky about everything and he just acts happy and cuddles with me. It's filling and makes me happier than normal; sense I'm always depressed now.

I never see my dad anymore. Just to think a month ago we were the happiest family in the world and then all of a sudden fighting struck and everything exploded into unhappiness. The fighting started when my mom got a new job as a lawyer, my dad didn't like how far away she was having to drive to get to her job and he was upset about how much gas she used to get there and back home. Then after an intense argument my dad started yelling and my mom ran off and didn't come back for three hours. By the time she got back my dad greeted her at the door by slapping her in the face. Mom immediately filed divorce papers and since then I haven't seen my dad.

My boyfriend Ash going out with my best friend adds a lot on to this depression too. He just started hanging out with my best friend Ashley and I started to loose him, and we didn't talk as much as we used to, we wouldn't kiss or hug at the end of the day, and instead he would walk with Ashley behind me. They would hold hands when they thought I wasn't anywhere near them. I started crying at school in my classes a lot, and if Ash saw he would ignore or just start talking to Ashley. Then a week ago he broke up with me and told me, "Hannah, I'm terribly sorry but I have fallen in love with your best friend and I can't be with you anymore I care for her too much now; we've kinda gotten close in the past months and its more than I could ever ask for. I'm sorry." That was it.

Now I'm just sitting here doing nothing, but talking to my Chucky. That's it, I just don't understand, my life has never had such low lows. My only question is, " Why?". All that is bugging me and standing in my way has to have some reason it is there, but why? The tears started pouring down my face and I could feel the warmth of Chuck brushing up against my side. My eyes were moist, warm with tears, and I couldn't stop bawling. I just picked up Chuck and cried into his fur. After a long, depressing day I went to sleep with chuck in my arms, wondering if anything in my life would ever be the same.