꧁༺Loser (G.B.D) ༻꧂

N I N E T E E N

I wake up with the urge to throw up so I instantly get up and stumble around the room because I don't really know where I am. And then it hits me. Everything I did last night. I got drunk and then I took Stephan upstairs and made out with him. Half naked apparently. I think to myself as I look down at my body which is only dressed in my red laced bra and knickers. Shit. I then remember I needed to puke so I rush to the nearest toilet.

Once I'm done throwing my guts up I run back to the room and try and get my stuff together. I must have woken Stephen up because he sits up and checks the time.
"Ellie's it's 3 am come back to bed" he groans
"No" I say bluntly. I don't know what I'm doing. I think I'm muttering something because Stephan is looking at me weirdly.

I walk out and start to panic. What should I do??? I know I'll call someone to pick me up. I scroll though my contact and one name stands out. Grayson. I call him and he picks up after the 6th ring.
"Ellie what do you want at this time?" He asks in a raspy voice
"Grayson please can you come and pick me up I don't know what to do and I can't stay here anymore" I cry
"Okay okay calm down text me the address and I'll come and pick you up" he says panicking slightly. I nod my head and hang up texting the address of Veronica's house.

Oh god what have o done? My dad has just gotten himself sober and what am I doing? Getting so pissed I don't know what happened? If my mom was here she would be so upset. She would be disappointed in me and I hate that because all I ever wanted to do is make her proud. But look at me! I'm a failure...

Soon enough I hear a car coming down the street and I try to walk toward it but instantly fail as I come crashing to the ground. I feel two big muscular arms pick me up and put me in the back seat.
"Please don't throw up in my car ellie" Grayson mumbles and I laugh a little.

He carries me up bridal style to my room and lays me down on my bed
"Ellie what's wrong with you?" He asks. I don't answer
"Why do you smell of alcohol?" He asks
"Because GBD aka graysoooonnn I'm so drunk! I'm still drunk!" I giggle
"Ellie you didn't ..." He says
"Yep I got really drunk. I know I know pretty hypocritical right? I dont give a single shit" I laugh to myself
"Ellie you need to get sobered up" he says
"I also made out with two guys and I think I almost had a foursome at some point" I say thinking back on it all.
"You what?" Grayson asks angrily this time.
"Don't get angry with me. In fact just go you've served your purpose. I don't even want you near me or in my house so get your lame ass out" I say
"Ellie stop it" He says
"Nope nope and nope. I'm seriously being seriously serious right now Your a douche and a screw up and oh not to mention a fuck boy so yeah shew your not wanted by anyone. Literally! I might as well say it now! You are a horrible person Grayson. You bully me and my friends. You and your stupid friends have destroyed our lives. Do you know how many times I've felt shit about myself because of you and your brother? No you don't. And then you act like you don't care and like you hate me but if you did then you wouldn't be here right now so your just kidding yourself really. And the fact that you force yourself to hate me and bully me just says a lot about you! And you want to know what I really think about you?" I ask
"No" he says bluntly not even looking at me
"I think your a lonely little boy who clearly has some sort of problem but you won't tell anyone about it but I don't even think anyone asks you do they? Because they think your fine. But your not and anyone with two eyes can see that. Which only means one thing. No one cares Grayson! No one cares about you. And that's just sad" I laugh at him. The next think I hear is the slamming of my door and I laugh.
"RUN AWAY GRAY FUCKING SON. RUN!" I yell at him and then giggle

And I'm so out of my mind...

Wait how did I even get in my bed...

Grayson's P.O.V

Her words hurt me especially when she called me a screw up because sometimes I believe I am a screw up. But the funny thing is what she said is true. Something is wrong and no one cares to ask me. I hate her for bringing me in to this situation. I hate her for making me think I liked her. I hate her for being so perfect and not even realising it. I hate the fact I almost let myself have feelings for her. I hate that she has wasted my time. I hate her. I have to hate her. I don't care about the past and what might of happened. It's all over. Everything. It's all over.

I slam the door of my house and stop upstairs in a huff. Ima bout to go to my room when I'm stopped by Ethan.
"Did where have you been. Mum doesn't want this going out when dads like this..." Ethan says
"I know but it was important" I say. He rolls his eyes and walks away but I call after him
"Ethan?"
"Yeah"
"Tell me the plan" I say
"What are you on about" he says
"The plan to destroy them loses and their lives" I say
"Come with me" He says with a smug look

I follow him and he tells me all the little things we are going to do to them.

I hate her

I hate her

Grayson you hate her

I hate her