i forgave you but you still fucked me over,
remember you begging me, on your knees, for closure.
now i'm stuck with nothing but a boulder,
right in front of my heart, watching you hold her.
people calling me over. telling me get over,
but all i seem to do is sit here, getting colder.
without your warmth i'm lost,
watching my fingers getting covered in frost.
calling me nothing but a pessimist,
but my skin still feels numb, where you kissed.
i know i should've moved on,
surprised how easily, i was your pawn.
those arms, that held me close,
still remember the feelings you exposed.
those eyes, that bore into mine,
that would send tingles up my spine.
those lips, that told me so many promises,
i guess you were just feeling talkative.
so i'm sorry, i couldn't be what you wanted,
but an image still keeps me haunted.
i'm sorry, i wasn't enough,
you're holding me down, with handcuffs.
distract my heart from missing him,
but i'll forever miss him.
