daddy kink | joshler + bryler

18

happy valentines if you're single i love you if you're taken i still love you

"joshua, what does this mean?"

"it's whatever you want it to be."

joshua caressed my cheek, circling his thumb around my cheekbone.

i didn't know what it was.

i wanted it to be special, but maybe it wasn't.

whether it was special or not, i still couldn't leave daddy and mommy just for him.

i wanted to be happy, and i was mostly happy here.

there was nothing necessarily wrong.

i'm fine. daddy is fine. mommy is fine. some of the boys (and the occasional girls) were fine.

why would i drop everything and leave?

"joshua, why can't you just stay here with me? we could be happy here. maybe if you're really nice to daddy, he'll help you even more."

"i doubt it. your daddy hates me. he'll only help me, but he'll always hate me. are you really happy here?"

"y-yeah."

josh stepped back and walked around my room.

"how old are you anyway?"

i didn't see what that had to do with our topic already, but maybe he just wanted to get to know me.

maybe he was interested in knowing me.

"i'm 19."

"i'm 24. how old is your daddy?"

"um, i'm pretty sure he's almost 31."

"and how old were you when you first came here?"

i didn't know where this was going.

what was joshua going to gain from it?

"u-uh, um, i was– i was 16."

"that technically counts as statutory rape since he was around 28 when you were 16, meaning you could press charges, and daddy will be gone, and you'll get money to support yourself on your own."

"what are you talking about?! daddy didn't– daddy doesn't rape me! it's consensual. i love him... how do you know that?"

joshua shrugged and then slid his hand into mine, playing with my fingers.

"both my parents were lawyers? it doesn't matter."

were?

is that why he's here?

because his parents kicked him out?

because his parents died?

josh leaned in and rested his forehead on mine, whispering with a small smile.

"i honestly do believe we could be happy together."

i bit my lip then said, "maybe so. for now, we have to stay here. i'm not ready to leave him. i owe him everything. he's perfect."

josh sighed and whispered an "okay."

oh.