꧁༺Loser (G.B.D) ༻꧂

T W E N T Y T W O

After school yesterday I went to work and told Veronica everything. She told me that I should treat him like he treats me. Like shit. I will show no remorse. I will not be sympathetic. I will hate him will all my heart and if I go down he goes down with me.

I text Chloe to see if she will pick me up and she says yes so I quickly get ready and walk outside without saying anything to my dad because I don't want to. I see Chloe pulling up so I jump in the front seat and see Dylan and Izzy in the back.
"Morning guys" I say
"We need to talk so we are skipping first and going to Starbucks" Chloe says
"No I can't I have science Chloe" I groan
"Tough we are going you can catch up" Izzy says and Dylan agrees.
"Fine" I sigh

When we arrive we go in and order and sit down near the window.
"So the party" Dyson speaks up
"Guys please I don't want to talk about it" I say
"Ellie we don't want to talk about your bad choices but when you woke up in the morning who picked you up" asked Izzy
"No one I walked" I lie not really knowing what happened
"Ellie Stephan said you were out of your mind.So I don't think you could walk home" Dylan says
"Well He is lying and I could walk" I lie again
"He saiid that you kept on saying Grayson's name over and over again" Chloe asks.
"What? Grayson Dolan?" I ask with a laugh
"Yes him!" Izzy shouts
"Guys I was high I don't even remember anything. I don't know who picked me up and I don't know why I said Grayson's name okay? I'm sorry it was wrong of me to get drunk and I regret it but guys I don't know and I don't want to know"
And then I put two and two together and realise that Grayson must of picked me up and I must of said something to him then. Something that obviously upset him.
"Okay" Dylan finally says
"We believe you" Izzy smiles and so do I.
"So Chloe what happened with you and Damon" I wink
"Oh nothing and I mean it. I was planning on going with Stephan but then you got in there first" she laughs and so do I
"I want to know about Alex and Izzy tho" dylan smiles
"Oh that was nothing much..." she lies and we all laugh at her because she is blushing like mad

After laughing about random things and memories. We went back to school and I went to science to see what work I missed.

It's now lunch and I needed to go to my locker to get my art sketchbook so that's what I'm doing. I put my books in my bag when it gets snatched out of my hand.
"What do we have here?" A familiar voice says. Ethan
"I don't know Ethan what is it" says Cameron
I turn around and see Ethan with my bag and Grayson and Cameron at each side of him.
Ethan takes my books out and goes through them all.
"These are not that important right." He says ripping pages from my English book out and I gasp
"Stop. Please. Ethan that's my work" I beg
"Oh okay I'll stop" he says throwing it on the floor and taking out other books and rips the pages out. Cameron grabs my science book and rips my pages out tearing them apart.
"Please" I try and snatch my bag back but I'm to slow. They look at me and laugh. They then find my art sketch book and my breathing becomes heavy and my heart drops.
"What is this then?" Ethan smirks and flicks through the pages looking at my art.
"Looks like shit to me" Cameron laughs
"Grayson take a look" Ethan says handing the book to him. Grayson takes it and looks through the pages.
"Rip them" Ethan demands
He thinks about it for a minute and then looks back at his brother. He looks towards me and my eyes are glued to his.
"Grayson please. Pleas don't do ..." I hear the ripping of pages and I cover my mouth to stop my self from screaming. Page by page. All my work in bits on the floor. They all laugh and then throw the remains at me. I look Grayson in the eye as a tear falls out of my own. And that's when I go crazy.  I shake my head and come closer to him.
"You know how much they meant to me and you just did that?" I cry
"Oh stop crying you look pathetic!"
I slap him across the face and he is taken back for a minute
"You know what Grayson?" I say and he steps closer to me
"What?"
I shake my head and then walk past him knowing full on what I'm about to do. I snatch his bag of his back and run with it. All three of them are surprised at first but then they chase after me. I fiddle around with this boys heavy bag pack trying to get his art book out of it whilst running down the corridors. I manage to get it out so I chuck his bag back and stop running turning towards them and hey stop running too and look at me with so much confusion. At this point everyone is staring at us and I can see all my friends out of the corner of me eye wondering what's going on.
"What are you doing Lamont" Grayson yells walking up to me but I walk backwards so he doesn't come any closer
"Let's see what happens when I do it to you!" I yell tears streaming down my face as I open is book and rip pages and dark drawings up
"Ellie stop!" He yells
"NO" I yell back and continue.
He runs up to me and snatches the book off me but it's no use everything is already destroyed. Every single piece of work he has done. And I'm not dumb I know it meant something to him.
He looks up at me anger clearing written all over his face.
"What the actual fuck Ellie!" He spits coming closer to my face
"What? You did it to mine" I spit back getting even closer to him
"How did it feel to have all your work that you put time effort and emotion in to ripped out right in front of your eyes Grayson?" I yell
He just shakes his head and barges past me.

There is no one I hate more then him.

I hate him

Grayson's P.O.V

As I was tearing all her work up I felt like my old self. Which is a good thing because that's who I want to be. But when she ripped my work up it hurt that she would actually do that to me but I did it to her. Oh my god she must really hate me

There is no one I hate more then her

I hate her