So my love life is completely f*cked up😂 so originally I was was best friends with this dude named jack I had a crush on him and he had a crush on me but we never knew about how each other felt. I then met his half brother (james) and we also liked each other. James asked me out and i said yes we dated for a year and a half. About 3 months after we started dating he was diagnosed with lung cancer. Then about 9 months ago they both moved to London so we broke up then but it wasn't really upsetting both of us were fine and we all spent a week together in the summer holidays. During the holidays jack got very confident (he was captin of every sports and academic team in his school/so was james so they both got very confident 😂 ) and he would try to ask me out but I had to say bo because of everything with James and the fact that he now live 3/4 hours away.
The second week back at school...
I was walking to school a I see jack standing crying and I knew way (james had died😭😭) I went to school crying that day and I would start crying in the middle of lessons but I'm fine now.
... and to top everything off I just found out that jack has just died In a car crash... I have no one left I mean first I loss my best friend (james (another one)) when I was 7 cause he got killed by a poisonous dart frog (I now have a massive fear off frog and start crying when I see one which is just great as everyone is like why the hell are crying and then I have to explain it to them). Second of all when I was 11 my friend lily died of cancer then james now jack.....
I feel like I'm cursed...😂😂 (I should come with a warning: being friends with this weirdo comes with risks which may end in death😂😂😂)
