Random Thoughts
It’s all started with my wild thoughts. I couldn’t understand myself why I am fun of making story/ies then doesn’t have an ending. There are lots of titles I started this year and wanted to at least accomplish a book. But good thing I have publish at least 2 books and at this time they are on-going.
Someday I find myself to be an author to a book that has been published then somebody will buy it from the market. That’s my only hope and still hoping maybe not this year but from the coming years. Right now that’s my goal. I am also busy with some other thing. At the age of 24 I can say that I still have a lot to learn from every aspect in life such as career, health, love life and family and beliefs.
Here it goes...
First is my career, I am a professional already; a license Nurse. I am currently a reliever in a private hospital in our city and actually I was from work a while ago and I want to write something that’s why I have another thought in me to write about myself –the realistic one. Even I’m from busy works my mind want me to write something. And aside from being a nurse I also have this small business in partnership with my friend Dorothee who was a graduate from business management in our city but the funny thing there is I am the one holding the money and at the same time being the auditor. Hehe.. But I love my job it satisfy my thoughts that even I have my work I still have another not in line with the one I graduated. It’s give flavor to my everyday life. We have to be determined enough to reach our goals in life. We have this saying “do your best and I will do the rest –savior God”. And I’m a believer although I am not that active as others does but my heart says it all. I feel blessed and Thanks to you my savior God. I love you always and forever.
In health, all I’m praying is my family will always be in good health. I am a nurse and I tried to watch and be alert whatever happens in the family and at the same time for our neighborhood. I would say that I’m a little bit a community nurse in our street because if something happen they immediately go to our house to seek for help. And me?. Of course I need to attend their concern/s as much as I can. But to tell you honestly, I’m sick of it...hmmm..sometimes... but after finding out their concern my heart beats increases then down to normal because I already know what to do with the case I’ll be handling but I’m not that smart enough and sometimes I’ll refer them to the hospital to observe more cause I don’t want to risk my license. So they are part of my prayer –sometimes.
Love life? Ahhmmm.. As much as I want to consider myself as NBSB I can’t because I have this game play with someone and turn out to fall as the days passed by between us. But at this very moment I am still like eewww..?.. It’s like a game for me at first and I already told him from the very beginning but I think I fall but still in denial cause I think it was just an infatuation. hahaha. . See?? I just can’t believe that we really are a couple before but let’s end there. We have this so called PSP or Past is Past. So I moved-on. And yah!! I did because I hate him. Not a joke.
Right now, I’m looking for a guy who would love me how imperfect am I. Nobody is perfect –right? Someday he will come in the perfect time and perfect place because I ask the Perfect One for it. Thanks my savior in advance.
As much as I want to longer this love about; I can’t. I’m still sick in finding him.hehe.. joke!.
And finally my family, always be my inspiration right now especially my mom and dad. Although I finished my studies way back years from now I am still sick on a stable job –I mean I want to work abroad and let my Dad come home so that he could be with my mom and my other siblings. I think almost 7 years of living away from his family is enough for him to sacrifice from home sick. I know he is in deep pain living away from us just to send us to a good school, feed us and others. Now, my goal will be this year at least I have other country to go and will work there so I may able to send my other siblings to school and help them financially. Yes! We are not rich but not poor –just average citizen. And my goal is that to build a mansion enough for us although we have this house already but as the years goes by my other siblings are growing and they need space and privacy too.
Life is full of sacrifices but if you’ll embrace it as a challenge then it would be easier for you to face and handle it and later on you’ll be even stronger that yesterday’s obstacles.
Tonight’s Thoughts.
If you’ll read it boring then why you have read this?..hahaha.. just kidding. I have this frustration in using/speaking in English so read it at your own risk. And of course I’m tired already my mind is tired also for editing. So let it be. Hehe.. kewotskete
