the realization

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Okay a quick note
1) I have dyslexia
2) this is for fun
3) it's ment too get me out of a writing rut/ writing block
4) please stop saying my spelling is like a 5 year old, I know and I'm improving.
5) Thank you and enjoy
6) if u wish to see what I do when I'm actully writing then go to Heartstarlove


Stan pov

Im 15 years old and It was Monday. Great the whole reson I get out of bed is becouse of my girlfriend wendy. And my super best friend Kyle. I get to the bus only to see cartman calling Kyle jew fag ginger. I hated that cartman thinks he can get away with this how about no! "HEY FATASS LEAVE HIM ALONE!" I yelled. Cartman looked at me and said "As trying to protect you boyfriend?". I yelled "shut up fatass!" Cartman yelled at me "I'm not fat I'm bigges boned!" Than me and cartman started fighting. Keeny got cartman off me. Kyle ran over and said "You okay?!" I nodded. I saw Kyle crying I pulled him close and tried to come him down. And Kenny was yelling at fatass about something. "Shhhh. I'm okay Kyle. Please don't cry." After a few minutes Kyle stopped crying I hate seeing him cry.
"So why was fatass calling u a fag??" I asked. "Oh, I don't know I think it's becouse I said 'where is Stan hell miss the bus soon.' I think thought" I smiled and said "you know I could always just walk to school." Kyle laughted. I always enjoyed his smile and his laugh.

At school
Wendy asked me to talk to me alone "what's up??" I asked. "Stan...i want to be just friends" wendy said. For sum reson I'm not mad or sad. "U like someone??" I asked. She nodded and said " I do and I know u like Kyle the way u look at him just gives it away." I looked at her and said "You know I've been trying to figure out something. All I want to do is make him smile. And thanks too u I know why... friends?" I asked holding my hand out to her. But, she just hugged me.
Hmmm...maybe I should ask Kenny about this later. He should know what to do... I just hope cartman never finds out that I maybe gay... well I'm not gay I still like girls so maybe I'm bi??? Hmmmm why Kenny should know about this stuff. I just hope he wount make fun of me.

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