Ocean View

I crave for peace in the purest form. I long for a peace of mind in this fucked up world. Happiness, that word means so much to me. I long for the day that I have peace and happiness. I wanna embrace it and carry it with me through life. The ocean and the peaceful waves calms my violence, it keeps my mind silent. I've been searching for it but I can't seem to find it. I've been longing for it but it won't come my way. My soul wonders off into a world that is unknown, it seems so right when I'm alone. I keep trying to grasp the feeling of happiness on my own. This world is not for me, I'm just living in it. I'm so inlove with the thought of me finding my peace and happiness, that nothing else matters. The wind blows all my worries away while the ocean distracts me from my sorrow. I try to stay positive in this life but it gets hard when you're dealing with everything alone. Overwhelming is what it all becomes to the point of everything feeling numb. It'll all get better if what I keep thinking, maybe sooner than I think, maybe in a blink of an eye. I close my eyes and pray that I make it through this life. I have to make it through this because I've come to far not to. I'll find my peace and happiness one day.