I dont know
what these feelings are
one thing that I know
I care for you
I smile around you
I like to think of you
I like to talk to you
I like how you dont care about my flaws
you saved my life many times
I like to look at you
I like how you think
I like how you care about me
I like your smile
I like your personality
I like you
I cant say why, I cant say who you are to me, I cant explain that
to explain that is to force a rabbit to talk as like how human does
and that is if not impossible, hard
Im aware, you've been asking
if I cared about you the same way you care about me
and I do
but Im not sure
if you were able to handle me
handle my flaws
my sins
my deeds
my choices
my mind even
my dangerous thoughts
my questions
im afraid
once you know them
you'll leave
just like she did
just like she did
and I don't want that to happen again
I know you've told me that you wont turn up like her
I know
I know you won't
but I cant help and doubt what you said
because people leave
people leave when they want to
I cant bear another life change
where did my brave self go?
she took it with her
she took it
away and away
far from my reach
and I cant help it
Im sensitive
Im possessive
Im full of jealousy
are you sure you're able to handle that?
are you sure?
if you are, then you may
I wont doubt you
so to answer your question
how do I feel?
do I care about you as much as you do?
how I feel is something unexplainable
but I can put it in examples
I want to hug you everytime you told me that you have no life
I want to hold you everytime you told me your flaws
just like how you told me that I have things worth living for
do I care about you?
is that even a question?
yes, I do
did I not show it?
do I show less of it?
if so, I'll try to show it often
but on one condition
dont leave
never leave
how am I supposed to live if the person who gave me hope left me?
