but I cant force you to understand
and thats what hurts the most
I need to think of your feelings too
your reaction to it
your thoughts of it
you thoughts of me then
but I do not know where to set these thoughts
and writing simply did not do a great job of ridding it
I need people's thoughts on it
people's preference on it
for I lost my trust on mine
I cant keep these thoughts to myself
I know that, of course
but what would I do if it triggered yours?
if it made you think the way I did
if it made you question things the society knows we arent supposed to be
if it made you broken like me?
I wouldn't want that
I never want that
there are just things I wouldn't tell you
and I believe that it is for your own good
even though I know, if you saw this
you would have talked to me
how my thoughts matter
how you can help
and that it was no bother for you at all
liar
I can see it in your words that it is
you're thinking about me
when you should think about yourself
