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oh waterfalls
if that is your real name
please tell me if
what you said were true
have you thought of what it'll do to me?
but I guess I shouldn't say that

oh waterfalls
if that is what you told them
please tell me if
there is something bothering you
especially if it's me

oh waterfalls
why do you keep holding back?
is it because you were afraid I was cracked?
its okay, I am used to them
I can heal myself

oh waterfalls
were you telling the truth?
Im sorry, Im not doubting you
but if I am right, please tell me
do not fear for my heart

it has healing capabilities, after all
but it doesn't mean that it didnt hurt

oh waterfalls
are you still there?
my heart cried for you, yelling apologies
my brain decided I am in no worth of you
Im sorry if I hurt you

oh waterfalls
there were people before you
the one that left
the one with regret
I beg of you please dont be the third

oh waterfalls
why is it so hard for me to put my mask on in front of you?
if I could, then this would be easy
no one would get hurt but me
just like how things work with my parents

oh waterfalls
I wish I could tell you the truth
but I can't but I can't
I'll lose you
just like the other two

oh waterfalls
I am so sorry
I couldn't fill up your expectations
I couldn't be what you asked me to be

oh waterfalls
but I beg of you, please stay
no matter how much I seemed to hate you
I never could

oh waterfalls
please forgive me
but you should really think about yourself
more than you think about me

oh waterfalls
if that is your real name
I thank thee for everything that you did.

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