My First Heartbreak

Prologue

Infatuation is when you find someone who is perfect. Love is when you realize that they aren't but it doesn't matter.
Yes, it east love but it hard to forgive. Sabi nga nila the one you love will hurt you the most.

Ethan:I like you! but I love her 😢
Cheska:😭😭😭

Heartbreak, sampung letra na napakasakit na pinaranas sa akin ni tadhana. May mga tao talagang pinagtagpo pero hindi itinadhana para sa isa't isa.

This story is about a girl, who is NBSB and want to experience such a relationship until he met a boy who have the same characteristics like her.Will this boy, will be the reason of the girl to love or will this boy bring heart aches to her?

Cheska POV

Hi I'm Cheska Lee, 16 year's old. One of the senior High School Students of one of the beautiful school in Isabela. Huwag po kayong mabibigla but I'm a STEM students.

Oh no! I'm going to be late! i couldn't miss our service, isang sakayan lang naman. Yes,papunta na po ako sa school it's October 2017,halos nakakalahati ko na ang school year na to.
@School
Me:Hello!Good Morning!
Hailey :Hi Cheska!

hayssssss all day discussion, dalawang oras pa naman ang math. My brain is already full tank, sinusuka na niya iyong iba. Chossss! One week had passed at ganun pa din aral aral, siyempre i have so many goals in life, study first, then until one night i opened my messenger.

Ethan Bautista:Hi!
Oh he's my classmates, iyong palaging tahimik!
Cheska Lee: Hello Ethan:)
Ethan Bautista: We're classmates right?
But you didn't recognize me,most of the
time.
Hanooooooo daw?Drama ni kuya ,na sp
eechless tuloy ako,he he he
Cheska Lee: Oh !Yes were classmate
Ethan Bautista: I hope na sana maging cl
ose tayo in person.
Cheska Lee: I hope too,by the way nice
chatting you!
Ethan Bautista: =)=)=)

********
Month had passed and everyday Ethan an
d I are always chatting.We become friends
not only in messenger but in person.He al
ways talk to me and ask if I'm okay.He is
the kind of person that every girlsay wish
for,he is so caring and sweet.Every time na
nakikita ko siya,masasabi kong I'm happy,
I'm complete. During our camp in the sc
hool,palagi kaming kumakain ng sabay,an
g sweet niya sa akin,but some of my class
mates told me that he had a crush on
Natalie one of my classmates. So,parang
lumayo ako sa kanya,but he always makul
it at lapit siya ng lapit,akala nga ng iba ma
y realasyon kami.All the time, iniiwasan ko
siya buti nalang at naging malapit siya sa crush niya and guess what ,namimiss ko ang presence niya every time he is with Natalie nasasaktan ako;the one day*

Ethan:Hi
Cheska:=)
Ethan:Galit ka ba?
Cheska:No
Ethan: Ang cold mo!

Gusto kong sabihin na,nasasaktan ako sa mga pinaggagawa niya ,but i have no rights.Yes I admit it Ethan is my happiness since the day we get closer but i think hindi ako anf happiness niya.He's crush no other than Natalie.Habang tumatagal nagugustuhan ko si Ethan!So one day i decided to tell him the truth kahit alam kong masasaktan ako.

Cheska:Ethan?
Ethan:Bakit?
Cheska:I think......
Ethan: You think?
Cheska:I think i like you and i fall in love
with you.
Ethan:Cheska,i like you but i love her.Sorry mahal ko si Natalie, matagal ki na siyang crush.
Cheska:it's okay i understand but ethan i hurts me so much. Your so sweet to me akala ko mahal mo din ako but i was wrong. Thanks sa lahat ang sakit sakit Ethan.

Ethan: I'm sorry!
Cheska:You don't have to,pero sana huwag ka ng magparamdam because i was desperate to move on and forget all this heart aches.

*******

Christmas had passed and there you go another new year will come,it's December 31,2017.I think ,i am moving forward but not totally.Ethan chatted me on Christmas day pero Hindi ko na lng pinansin.I was busy helping my mom when i decided to open my messenger. Ethan is online then he greeted me "Happy New Year" pero hindi ko na lang pinansin.Days had passed and there you go pasukan na naman ans yes makikita ko na ulit ang lalaking unang bumasag ng puso ko Chosss! But i already moved on ,i don't care anymore,kung sino ang mga kasama niya at ginagawa niya.Right now I'm happy for myself but every time na lilingon ako sa kina uupuan ni Ethan, i caught him in the act na nakatingin siya sa akin!Shockss!

Hailey:Girl kamusta na?
Cheska:I'm fine,totally moved on:)
Hailey:Totoo ba yan girl?
Cheska:Yes!

Cheska and i become close,since the day kami palagi ang ung nagkukwentuhan .Hindi na rin ako nag oopen ng messenger ko.What for?Naaalala ko lang ulit ang mga oras na ka chat ko si Ethan. I am helping my self ti recover kaya umiiwas na lang ako sa pwedeng mangyari .(Naka moved on kahit di mag on).

**Right now,magkasama kami ni Hailey we're going home, may kachat siya ayaw pang ipakita e.

Hailey:Girl?
Cheska:Yes? Para kang timang na ngingiti ngiti dyan.
Hailey:Guess what?
Cheska:Hindi ako manghuhula
Hailey: (He showed her conversation with Ethan) Halos mahulog ako sa kina uupuan ko sa nabasa ko,Am i hallucinating? WHy?

*******

Until now, hindi masyadong nag sink in sa utak ko iyong convo ni Ethan at ni Hailey. Don't get hailey wrong !Ganito kasi yan Ethan chatted Hailey that he fall for me.Namimiss niya daw ako and he miss my presence,siyempre iniiwasan ko siya hanggang ngayon! Ang tanga ko naman para maniwala na lang ulit sa kanya diba? I aready know my worth. Bakit?Asan ba siya noong mahal ko siya?He is with Natalie right? and Speaking of Ethan.Nakatingin na naman siya sa akinEthan:Cheska?
Cheska:Why?
Ethan: Can we talk?
Cheska:For what Ethan?
Ethan: I reali----
Cheska:Stop it Ethan!Ayokong marinig ang sasabihin mo!

********
Right now,I'm lying on my bed ,theb suddenly my phone vibrated,I received message from Ethan.

Ethan: Cheska?
Cheska:What? Why?
Ethan: Sorry sa nagawa ko before ,i was so stupid and i regret it,na pinakawalan pa kita.Give me a chance please!Let's start over.
Cheska:I don't know Ethan. Sinaktan mo na ako minsan ,sorry pero wala sa vocabulary ko ang second chance.
Ethan:Sorry sige ok lng i hope masaya ka na.

I didn't replied anymore parang nag paflashback kasi sa isip ko the day he broke my heart the day he told me he love someone else.

Hayssss monday na naman! Buti na lng lunch break na and Guess what?Tumabi si Ethan sa akin!

Ethan:Cheska i love you!

Halos mabitawan ko ung cellphone ko sa sinabi niya.Na speechless ako!

Right now,I'm sitting here in my bed thinking what to do?Will i give him a chance or not?I opened my messenger.
Ethan:Please Cheska! Give me a chance, I love you and i meant it.Papatunayan kong mahal kita!

Cheska: Sorry but i can't Ethan tinatanong ko sa sarili ko.Bakit ngayon pa na naka move on na ako?I overcome my first heart break Ethan. But now you're here begging me to give you a chance.I don't know what to say and do.

Ethan:I am willing to wait Cheska until the day na handa ka ng magmahal ulit:)I love you so much!!

The END...

Author's Note:

Yes finally natapos ko na .Sorry if nabitin kayo,Don't worrt magkakaroon pa po ng Book two ang "My first Heartbreak" Abangan niyo ,kung ano ang mangyayari sa love story ni Ethan at Cheska.Wilk Cheska love Ethan again?Could it be,Cheska's heartbreak will turn to happiness?

Thanks for reading my story! I hope you Like it:)

Love and kisses
Cheskaaaaa__00