NOW OR NEVER ✔️ lizkook

4

i believe in you or whatever

I sat my behind right on the bench and sulked with everything in me. Namjoon's been hurt once or twice before but he went off on me yesterday and I still haven't gotten over it. I don't even know why I came back to this park again. I highly doubt she'd be here and if she was I know she'd just laugh me out of town.

But to my surprise, she was here and happy. Today she was wearing skinny jeans with a simple band tee. Her hair was in a ponytail and she was wearing an excessive amount of jewelry. I wished to comment on how awesome she looks today, but I couldn't get up from my seat.

She'd notice me sooner or later, right? I mean, her parents did a great job at picking a name for her. The smile she wears is worth the look. Maybe that is what I should say to her. I perk up in my seat and write that down in my notepad before shoving it back in my bag.

"Lalisa Manoban!" Jin's voice makes me plant myself back in my seat. He approached her with his arms wide and it hurt me deeply to see her get up and hug him. How are they already friends? They literally met two days ago?

I then look to Jin's outfit. Everything on him looks fitted from his jeans to his shirt.With his dad's modeling money, the guy can afford anything to be sized just for him. No wonder she's interested. He literally looks like his famous father.

But just like his father's public affairs, Jin is no different. I'm hoping she could see past his flower boy smile and straight into his demon eyes. He's going to use her, and I'm so weak I don't have the guts to warn her.

Instead, I sit a few meters away and watch her laugh at all his dad jokes that he spreads around the school. She stared into those eyes that didn't spot her until he saw me keen on her. Jin is a jerk and it's all in his genes.

He made eye contact with me once or twice but he brushed me off as if we were friends the other day. I wouldn't even call myself his friend. More like the guy who would stab him in the back whenever the opportunity came up.

But she's a smart girl. She avoided the intense workout yesterday. She looked into my eyes during the game and pulled a few of my heartstrings before making me look foolish in front of my friends. Now she's slowly being wrapped around Jin's middle finger.

I believe she'll find her way out. But right now I need to get home and eat dinner. I'm kind of hungry.

That being said, I grab my notepad and leave the bench. Looking back at the two lovebirds was pointless. It's not like I'd do anything about them.