NOW OR NEVER ✔️ lizkook

11

you gave me panic attacks and i called it love

I don't know what day it is, but it's been many weeks since the last time I've seen her at this park. Jimin told me to just stop going. Hoseok told me to just man up and knock on her door. Namjoon thinks I should move on. Taehyung is still planning our wedding.

I'm at a loss right now because I want her but then I don't want the side effects of being with her. Does that even mean I truly love-

"Punk bitch." Jin spat at the journal he just knocked out of my hand. "How lonely do you have to be to sit here every day like some sort of creep?" He plopped next to me on the bench while muffling his hands in my hair.

All I could do was breathe since I was too scared to say a word in fear he'd punch me in my stomach or something. At the same time, if anyone is less dangerous than Yoongi, it would be Jin. He's also one of the people I'm sure who knows Lalisa's whereabouts.

"This place gives me inspiration," I barely make audible. "Why do you keep coming here?"

"Well..." he sighs. "I thought Lisa would be here."

At that moment, my heart drops. Jin is also looking for the girl? Where could she have gone? Did she lock herself in her room or run away. I know that her disappearance is one hundred percent Jin's fault though. She was perfectly golden before he rained on her parade.

"When's the last time you've seen her?" I hunch over to pick my journal up but when I come back up I see Jin dipping to the other end of the park before he almost burst through the fence. "What the hell?"

"Young Kookie!" someone honks their loud horn. I whirl around in my seat to see Yoongi coming to a stop at the entrance of the park. "Lisa with you?" I shake my head quickly. "Better not be." With that, he stomped on the gas causing his tired to burn against the asphalt.

I turn back around to see if I can spot Jin but he was nowhere to be seen. Whatever's going on with him, it has to do with Yoongi's bad side.

-d her? Or was I just fascinated by her visuals and softness? How innocent she looked and how great we could have looked together.