*Louis POV*🦔
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That's when I smash my lips against his. I'm not sure why I did it or where I got the confidence to do it. But what surprises me most is that Harry doesn't push me away.
He suddenly kisses me back and electricity runs through my body.
Oh god his lips feel so good against mine.
We stay like that in a sloppy kiss filled with desire for a few minutes. He then suddenly pushes me away. He looks at me something lingering in his eyes.
He runs out of the room. I follow him down stairs almost tripping over a couple making out on the stairs
I follow him into the kitchen where he runs to. I'm about to call his name when he kisses Sarah. What the fuck?! I watch in shock as they both have a full out make out session.
Sadness washes over me. Wow me kissing him made him wanna kiss Sarah a girl he doesn't even like.
He pulls away and walks over to another girl and kisses her. What the actual fuck?!! Did I really cause this? I'm such a worthless piece of shit!!
They too have a make out session and again Harry pulls away and kisses another girl and another and another. He kisses about 20 girls before Liam stops him.
"Harry what are you doing?!" He yells over the music holding Harry back
"Liam let me go!!" Harry yells
"Harry!! You can't just kiss every girl you see!!" Liam shouts at him
"Liam you don't understand!! I don't feel anything Liam!! I can't stop!! I don't feel anything" Harry repeats over and over again
By now a crowd has gather around them. What does he mean he doesn't feel anything? Feel anything when? I suddenly notice I'm crying when I taste a tear in my mouth. But I couldn't care less right now.
"Harry calm down!! Breathe!!" Liam tells Harry after he starts hyperventilating
"Liam I don't feel anything anymore did I ever feel?! I don't feel anything!!" He yells
"H buddy maybe you got to drunk let's get you home" Liam says worried
"No no let me just try let me jus-" He stops when he makes eye contact with me
That same thing flicker in his eyes. Liam pulls him away and tells me to call the rest of the boys.
"I'll be waiting in the car alright?" Liam tells me
I just nod my head and walk toward the living room. I find Niall by the snack bar of course
"Niall cmon we've gotta go" I say still crying
"Louis what happened?" Niall asks with concern
"Something happened..just get in the car Harrys" I stop at saying his name it hurts so bad
"H something happened to him we're leaving" I say walking away to look for Zayn
I find him dancing with this blonde girl
"Zayn something happened to H we have to go" I say tears filling my vision
"Are you crying?! Damn this must be serious" he says pushing past me to get to the door.
"Hey love everything okay?" The girl asks me
"Ya" I respond vaguely
"I'm Perrie" she says
"Louis" I say walking away to leave
I make my way to the the car and sit in the back seat. The rest of the boys are already sitting in the car trying to find out what's happening
As soon as I sit down Liam gives me a knowing look. Oh no Harry told him didn't he? I look out the window.
Harry sits in the passenger seat and Liam sits in the drivers seat. Niall sits in between me and Zayn.
Why did I have to ruin everything? Every single thing. We drive away in silence if you consider my sobs and Harry's hyperventilating silence.
It was obvious something had happened between us. Since we were the only ones freaking out.
Liam tells us he's gonna drop off Harry last since it's his car. And he'd let Harry drive himself home.
I get dropped off 3rd. I don't look back as soon as I get out of the car. I walk into my house and run up to my room. I jump in my bed and sob into my pillow. There's a knock on my door
"Go away!!" I yell
Usually the person would listen but this time Mark walked in holding a beer in his hand
"Louis!! Have you seen my dog?!" Mark slurs
"Mark you don't have a fucking dog!!" I yell at him
"I saw her Louis I saw her in Fizzy" Mark says
"Mark can you please just leave" I say
"Louis why? Why do you have to be gay?! Life is gonna be so hard for you now!!" He shouts at me
"I thought you were okay with me being gay!?" I yell at him
"Fuck that I don't want you to be gay I'm okay with it but I'd prefer it if you weren't" he says almost tripping over his own feet
"Well I can't really choose Mark!!" I yell feeling anger build up in me
"No but i don't want to see that shit you kissing a guy!!" He says aggression appearing in his voice
"Well it's not like anyone likes me so you won't have to see that anytime soon!!" I yell at him
"Oh cmon that Harry boy likes you I can tell ain't no guy holding his best friend like that!!" He says
"Get the fuck out of my room Mark!!" I yell at him getting mad at the mention of Harry's name
"Get the fuck out of my house!!" Mark responds
"What?" I say shocked
"You fucking heard me leave!!" Mark yells
"Fine" I yell back at him
I quickly grab my backpack and stuff it with random things. I go into Fizzy's and Lottie's room
"I'll be back don't worry about me alright and don't make Mark mad please " I tell them quickly I hug them goodbye and run down stairs
I quickly open the door. I stop dead in my tracks when I see Harry about to knock on the door
"Louis.."
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Idk why I'm updating so soon after its currently 6;09 am and I'm about to go to school in like 30 mins but I was feeling inspired so I wrote this chapter and next chapter will be Harry's POV to explain things
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