-Intro-
As a kid I had dreams of growin' up, little did I know society was so fucked up.
I guess I do now, ha...
-Hook-
Yeah, I'm only 17 but my life's tough.
I'm still a fuckin' teen but things are gettin' rough.
Who would've thought when I grew up I'd become this way?
'Cause as a kid I never thought I'd be full of hatred and pain.
-Verse-
17,and so damn depressed.
So damn mean, but I'm full of regrets.
Can't succeed, even if I did my best.
I wanna be numb, so I smoke all those cigarettes.
I'm breakin' the rules, ignoring your warnings.
'Cause all what I've gone through has made me so careless.(don't give a shit)
Not afraid to die, I've become damn fearless.
'Cause this road I'm walking on seems to be fucking endless.
And I can't see the lights at the end.
Yeah all I deal with is losing my friends.
And whoever supports me ends up dead,
From cancer, or another motherfucking car accident.
The first friends I had betrayed me.
Took the best of me then acted like they don't know me.
And because I'm different they said I was crazy,
But I ain't; my reality's just different from yours.
Those fuckers pushed me around ever since I was nine.
Made me put on a mask and only say "I'm fine."
Told me when I grow up to commit suicide.
But now I get your little game, and I'm done with this disguise.
I quit.
I'll stand and fight on my own.
Ain't nobody tell me no.
'Cause no matter how popular you are, you'll die alone.
No one cares until you die.
Until some drama happens, 'til you break down and cry.
And the worst thing is they think it's alright.
They think it's normal, they think it's motherfucking "Fine".
And they won't do shit about it except rant and maybe cry.
But don't be fooled, 'cause they don't give a shit until their own life's wasted.
Their brains won't start working until they're the ones in danger.
So I'm gonna make a move, I'm gonna make those fuckers pay.
And when I get back up y'all bitches better start to pray.
'Cause when your words almost killed me, no one gave a fuck that day.
And all the shit you've done to me, this wasn't just a game.
You made me the monster I am right now, you just dug your own grave.
-Hook-
Yeah, I'm only 17 but my life's tough.
I'm still a fuckin' teen but things are gettin' rough.
Who would've thought when I grew up I'd become this way?
'Cause as a kid I never thought I'd be full of hatred and pain.
-Outro-
Still young but I got older.
As I grew up the world got colder.
It's like I'm carrying the world on my shoulders.
I can't fucking stand it, I want this to be over.
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I changed some things in the verse I wrote in the previous chapter, and I also changed the title xD But yeah... I hope y'all like this rap thingy. Also let me know if I should continue writing rap songs, I'm thinking about publishing a book and write songs in it.
