Poems and Short Stories

My Life

I feel like I'm torn in half
And trying not to fall into fear
But my life shall lose one day
Against the raging war inside my mind
Does every teen go through this
I sure hope not
But against my own self I shall lose
As I have no control over
My very own body
Maybe I shall suffice
Maybe I shall win
For those I love and those I loathe
Suicide is not in my vocabulary
It shall never be
But this time I'm taking a break
Giving it all I've got
Maybe cause it's love
Maybe cause it's fear and hate
By the time you read this
I may be far away
I may be near
I may be in your heart
There always be someone
Who has a harder life than me
But everyone has their own challenges

This poem does not really relate to my life.