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♡♡~Prologue~♡♡

I love you. And not in a friendly way, although I think we're great friends. 
Very simple, very truly. 
You're the epitome of every attribute and quality that I've ever looked for in another person. 
I know you think of me as just a friend, and crossing that line is the furthest thing from an option you'd even consider. 

He's got my heart, but he just doesn't know it yet

But I had to say it, I can't take this anymore.
I can't stand next to you without wanting to hold you.
I can't look into your eyes without feeling that longing you only read about in trashy romance novels.
I can't talk to you without wanting to express my love for everything you are.
I've never felt this way before and I like who I am because of it.
And if bringing it to light means we can't hang out anymore than that hurts me.
All I can say is, I hope you love me too.
Do you know how much you mean to me? 
Do you know that you are the first thing I think of when I wake up?
And the last thing I think of when I go to bed? 
If you knew this would it make any difference?
I have this fantasy that it would make you look at me the way you look at her.

You have so much power over me, you'd be surprised if you only knew . . . I wonder what you'd say if you knew that I woke up every morning with you on my mind, showering thinking of you, getting dressed thinking of you, listening to my music thinking of you, putting on my make up for you, fixing my hair for you, wearing skirts for you, lying out in the sun to be tan for you, sitting in school thinking of you, walking in the hallways looking for you during and in between class, talking on the phone about you, lying in bed at night thinking of you, and falling asleep thinking of you. If only you knew how you send my heart spinning every time you look into my eyes and stare until we pass. If only you knew how everything around me darkens, the voices all around me fade, all I hear is my heart pounding, and all I see are your beautiful eyes staring into mine.

How do I tell that I like you?
How can I say that you're the only thing on my mind?
We're supposed to be just friends,
But for me,There's so much more there.
I just don't know how to tell you

But I will keep all of this to myself because I love you, but you do not love me...I wish that I could make you love me, but I cannot
That is why these words will be forever lost in my memories,
never to be spoken aloud that I love you, more than friend :(

It's difficult when you fall in love, with your best friend, because when it's over they are the one person you want to comfort you.

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If you've developed feelings for one of your best friends, you know how scary it can be. Should you tell your friend you're in love with him\her? What happens if he\she don't love you back - will you lose your friendship for love?