chapter 1 ~ "I'm done"

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I'm done. I can't take it anymore. The scene playing throughout my head over and over like a scratched record repeating and repeating and repeating in a endless cycle of sorrow.

I wish it would just go away, watching my family scream in agony, it made me die inside little by little.

I cant do it anymore, I'm going to end it. After all why should I survive for they are all dead. Those i cared about ,gone, I doubt they would forgive me.

I slowly climb up the stairs of nearest building i find. But somehow no one notices me, 'wow, people must really not give a fuck.' Slowly climbing the creaky staircase i think about how i have existed and wow  i really hate myself well that thought wont last long I suppose.

I walked towards the ledge with a tear stained face watching my feet because i cant face the world after how shitty i have been. "Mum im coming please forgive me"

At the ledge i stand looking down on the bustling streets below. They won't care once I'm gone after all the world will keep spinning they wont even notice im gone. Life will be the same for them, they will live happy lives knowing another dangerous orphan is dead.

~Eren' s POV~

"Crap what am i going to do I'm going to be late to the first day of work if i don't get this job im screwed i mean I've got money but i need to socialise. Actually no i don't what am i doing. Eren just remember you are doing this for your mother she would have wanted this."

~flashback~

"I know I'm not the only one who thinks, 'wow one more episode then go to sleep'
but not like me you see I'm a weeb, a shut in. So yup you guessed it I forgot to sleep again." I said talking to myself again. "I really need a friend, someone to talk to"

"I don't know how people can go to work with no sleep. I mean i did it all the time at my last job but it drained the life out of me and that's how I got fired. Oops. Still I'm amazed by the people these days and their stamina."

Wait what was that? A Bird? Fuck that's a man what's he doing he's going to fall!

I scrambled up the stairs to the roof.
"I hope I'm not too late." i shouted louder then I should have.

I opened the door to see the raven haired man standing ready to leap. "Don't do it!" I screamed at the top of my lungs.
He was startled, I took that chance and pulled him back.

~levi's POV~

"What was that? Screaming?" I thought. Again. "don't do it!"

I jumped and turned to see a brunette panting and running towards me he pulled me back.

"Why?" I shouted "My life has nothing to do with you why didn't you let me die!"

"I can't sit back and watch someone take away precious life even if it is their own!" The brunette shouted, still panting from the steep stairs to the roof.

He grabed me and brought me into a embrace."look even if you want to die, you have to live for those who love you." The brunette calmly stated.

I snapped. "Nobody loves me" I screamed "everyone I care for is dead"

I looked down at the concrete. Suddenly a small puddle formed. I looked up to see to my surprise the brunette silently crying his hands hastily rubbing away the tears.

"Why, why are you crying?" I asked the boy. Obviously younger than me.
"I can't help it. I...i hate to see peoples eyes filled with sorrow, anger and guilt." The brunette replied.

For some reason my body acted on it's own I grabbed the boy and flung my arms around his neck holding him in a warm embrace. I pulled away slowly after the boy stopped weaping.

He looked at me tears in his eyes. "Were you actually going to do it?" He asked hastily. I lowered my head and whispered a reply "Yes"

His face immediately stared into my soul as he angrily said " how dare you. You may have no family but now you have me..."


Hey guys I'm new to the whole writing thing but I hope you guys enjoy the story ahead! @_@

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