Unrequited Love

Chapter1

I am Kongpope a second year Engineering student, unlike the others I was taken care of my P...  my co-code senior who happens to be my unrequited love and my sister's boyfriend.

I hate to admit but watching them together makes my heart happy and sad at the same time
I am happy because watching the person you loved happy brings you happiness as well even though your not the reason for his happiness
I am sad because even I am close to him I cannot make him smile like the way my sister did

I always wonder if I become a girl? Is there any possibility he will see me and consider me?
Erase... Erase.... this is not good for me

I need to be optimistic

Let just stay in the world of my fiction since people labled me as "I have my own world" well let me have my own world to think about P'Arthit

Let's start how we will meet..

It was a cloudy day and the sun is starting to claim its reign, I am waiting for a bus to arrive since it was early I ---

Erase... Erase too old fashion

I dont have any idea how to start this daydreaming diary or rather a fiction of my one sided love

I am about to start writing when someone called my name I raised my head to see the lovebirds

Again my chest hurts

"What are you doing here Kongpope? Aren't you going to your class?" My sister worriedly ask

I smiled at her before I replied "I was asked to spend my day on library or anything valuable to me"

"You were exempted right Kong?" My sister guessing while playing encircling her arm to her boyfriend

"You can say that P! oh! P Nam, P Arthit I have to go! Aim just line me to return for our next class!" Of course that is a lie no one expected me to return back since all of my professor exempted me for the midterms

I want to go somewhere quiet or in a book store to buy a sample novel for my reference.. When I arrived at Siam

I hurried to the book store in order to avoid being seen by anyone

I saw a BL novels, I just took them put in my cart and pay it after I went home and lock myself to my room

I start reading a BL novel, I didnt notice I get hook by reading it? If I become cheesy and aggressive not too much maybe P'Arthit will notice me

Well let's just wait until P'Nam break up with him

Hahaha when will happen really?

The next day I noticed that P'Arthit didnt fetch P'Nam as always but another guy came and fetch her

Wait what is going on here?

I decided to go to my class and will ask them later on my way home I noticed that P'Arthit is not in his usual self..

I tried to call his attention but he didnt notice me he cross the way even though the traffic light is Green

I saw a truck almost 40kph is about to bump to my Phee! I did my best to run faster as I could then I push him back to the sidewalk while I didnt know what happen to me as I bump to delivery truck the hit make the huge presence to me as darkness envelope me

Arthit's POV

I dont know how I manage to arrived at this place while my head is somewhere else

Yes.. everything abruptly happened
Namtarn break up with me stating she fell out of love to me

And now Kongpope is bleeding..  His head is full of blood because of me I dont know what to do... I sigh as the girl next to me call an ambulance

I want to come closer to Kong... shit Arthit! you did a mistake! a big time mistake!

I gather all my thoughts as I came closer to Kong while wiping my tears, I took his stuffs that scatter along the way, the other by stander did their best to apprehend the driver of the truck as the ambulance arrived after 15 minutes

The rescuer took Kong, I come forward and tell them that I knew the patient they let me in to accompany Kong to the hospital

For the first time in my life..

I pray for his safety... the safety of the person who saves my life who happens to be the brother of my ex-girlfriend

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Hi! this is my first time writing for Arthit and Kong please forgive me for wrong grammar and what so ever mistake
Please tell me if I should continue this or what 555
Have a nice day everyone!