Dear World,
I don't hate you. Well, maybe a little. Or maybe it's just some of the people here I don't like. You know, the ones who criticize and hurt others just because someone wants to be them self? Others that are just trying to find out who they are and how the can possibly survive all this hate and depression and anxiety. Hey. I'm not sure about you, but that's just my opinion.
I am one of those others, though. Well, you might not realize it at first, because on the outside, I look like a normal teenage girl, right? In all honesty, though, I'm not sure who I am. You see, I'm down with my sexuality, Pansexual (being attracted to anyone, regardless of gender). That is a part of who I am, and I'm comfortable with that.
One thing I'm not comfortable with is what gender I am. I don't feel 100% like a girl, i don't feel 100% like a boy. I know its confusing, I'm confused my self 24/7. This part of me has been quite for years. I'm afraid to tell my close friends, my family, and geez even telling you is nerve wracking. But it's one step closer for me to find out who I am, albeit terrifying.
But that's just it. You're terrifying, everything about you is terrifying. But it takes only one person to be brave and stand up for themselves and do whats right.
So, this is me, right here, for you to see.
To harass. To threaten. Do your worst. Because I'll still be here, doing my best to stand my ground. To help others the best way I can and to grow into the person I'm meant to be.
Sure I might not have it all figured out right now. I don't think anyone does, really. But you know what? That's okay. And I'm going to keep going and keep living and keep standing up because that's exactly what you don't want me to do, World.
All I'm doing is trying, and right now, I think that that is the best thing I can do.
Love,
Forever_Alone_23_
