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Chapter 35

Rosè POV

"Lisaa!" I yelled as I entered my room. I found her in the balcony on the floor. She was sitting on the bare floor with her back turned.

"Awww.. babyyy" I hugged her from the back. "I heard about if from Jennie. Stupid Jimin. He doesn't deserve you"

"What's with you girls? Leaving for Australia as soon as somebody rejects you. Am I not enough?" I laughed as she remained quiet.

"Oh! come on. I understand how heart-broken you must be feeling right now. Okay fine. I'll let you go to Australia without getting mad at you. Better?"

"How long?" she finally said with her voice cracked "How long have you been hiding it from us, Chaeng? How long will you continue to pretend everything is okay?"

"What are you talking about?" I asked as I felt the cold wind blow at us.

"Did you think it was okay to keep us all in the dark? You think I wouldn't know?" she started to yell louder.

"Okay now you are creeping me" I walked in front of her.

I found her with all my medications on the floor. My heart skipped a bit as I saw her distressed state. It was all because of me. Like this, I will be breaking hearts of everyone I care about.

"Why Chaeyong? Why? Why wouldn't you tell me anything? Don't you consider me as your friend?" she started crying "Why are you doing this to me?"

"Lisa. I'm so sorry." I sat down with her.

"No, you're not! You were still keeping this a secret despite the fact that I've been here for months."

"I just couldn't break your heart" I said.

"Like now my heart doesn't hurt at all. How long? How long exactly were you planning to keep this from me?" she said her face covered in tears. "6  months? A year? Until you were gone?"

"Shhh.. Until I got better?" I smiled at her "It's going to be just fine."

"No it is not" she retorted "Why go through this bitter journey all by yourself? Do you think we would be there by your side? Do you not trust us?"

"I do. I'm sorry, Lisa" I hugged her with tears

"You're really bad. You're really mean. How selfish of you? No more secrets from me okay?" she hugged me tightly.

"Okay" I took her inside my room.

After several debates, Lisa insisted that I tell my parents about it. I was afraid that I might hurt them. The longer I wait the more they'll get hurt. My parents were out so we waited for them patiently in the living room.

Lisa was still in disbelief after reading the doctor's notes. She'd cry and yell at me occasionally. My parents finally returned home.

"Girls" my dad greeted us.

"Why are you up so late? Lisa your eyes are so puffed." my mom asked as she took of her coat "What are all those medicine on the table"

"Mom I'll explain it all but you need to calm down. Take a seat" I motioned her to sit. She could already sense something bad. My dad took a seat alongside my mother.

"Mom I've been really ill lately. The reason I came to Korea is so that I can be next to all of you if...incase anything goes bad" I started and my mom was already in tears.

Lisa handed them the doctors notes. My parents read through the entire notes in silence. The only sound I could hear is sniffling from the three of them.

"You bad, bad girl" my mom slapped me on my shoulder and hugged me instantly "Why didn't you tell us anything?"

"My poor daughter. You must have been through so much pain" my dad hugged me and my mother together.

"I'm sorry we couldn't be there for you throughout the stress you suffered" my mom said between tears.

"Hey! Eomma, appa. It's not your fault. I'm sorry for not telling you earlier." I smiled at them. "Thank you all for caring for me so much."

"Thank you for coming to Korea. We'll get through this together. You and us against everything, forever" my mom kissed me on my forehead.

That night was different comparing the other nights. The only thing I could hear was the clock ticking. I wanted to freeze time so that my life span could be longer. I know it was stupid but everything that the doctor had been telling made no sense. I didn't want my friends nor my parents to know about this.

I wanted them to be so happy with the times they spent with me that after I left, they would have happy memories they could cherish. Now, everything seemed so mundane. The close people in my lives had known about my conditions. Their eyes were red and swollen. They seemed to dead inside. Ironically, I looked more alive than them.

I'm sorry for making you feel this way. I really am.

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"Eomma. I'm heading to work." I yelled as I stepped out of the door.

"Where do you think you are going?" my mom called me back "You're not leaving this house unless it's for a doctor's appointment"

"Eomma please it's urgent. The boys are having their comeback. It's really busy there. They need my help" I pleaded.

"I know I can't stop you from going there today. However, on your way there I want you to hand over your resignation form. I want you to stop working there" she said sternly.

"But Eomma..." I whined.

"You've been doing thing your way so far but now I'll take control. You might think I'm being too harsh to you but this is all for you. I'm just fulfilling my duties as a mother."

"Okay" I agreed in defeat.

I pedaled my cycle to its limits. I reached BigHit building within 15 minutes. I ran inside and made my way to the room.

"Rosè" a familiar voice called me from the back.

"What is it Chang min?" I asked.

"It's been so long since I saw your face. I've missed you" he caught my hand to which I removed it instantly.

"Ohh! You're still feisty. Just like old times" he smiled.

"What do you want?"

"You. I want you back in my life" he said.

"Dream on. That's never going to happen" I pushed him back.

"I willing to do it"

"Do what?" I asked.

"Announce our relationship in public. I'll do anything to get you back"

"Move on. It's too late. My heart belongs to someone else" I stated.

"Who is it?" he grew furious "Is it Jungkook? He knows nothing about you."

"Don't talk as if you understand the bond we share. A person like you will never understand."

"He is young in the music industry. He will do anything to rise his fame. It includes betraying you"

"Are you talking about yourself five years ago?" I recalled the bitter past.