I searched my handbag for the house keys. I heard giggling and laughing coming from inside, but it wasn't my boyfriend's giggle. His giggles are deep and relaxed. The laugh I heard was more soft and high pitched,almost like a... Girl's giggle. I found my keys and took them out my bag. I wanted to know where the sound came from, so I looked around the house into the windows.
Just when I heard the laugh fading, I heard another strange sound. I looked into the bedroom window and saw them. Charlie & Rebecca. They were making out in my bed, in my bedroom, in my house. My eyes filled with precious tears and my heart started to crumble. Charlie & I were together for 5 years, why would he do this? Is it because I spend too much time at work? Does he not love me anymore? All these questions were flowing around my head.
I ran off towards the front doors and inserted the key. My hands were shaking with nervousness. Tears fell onto my hand and I wiped them with my dark coat. I opened the door and threw my bag onto the kitchen counter. I headed for the bedroom door, running in my shoes. My heart paced faster with every step. I barged the door open like a security guard. Rebecca stood up from Charlie and looked at me, shocked. Charlie was lying on the bed , blushing shirtless.
''BASTARD'' I screamed with Fury. I threw pillows at him. I burst into tears and threw anything i could that was close to me. Rebecca stared.
''WHAT ARE YOU LOOKING AT!?'' I shouted, throwing a book at her. ''GET OUT!''
She grabbed her stuff and ran off. I heard the door shut and looked helplessly into Charlie's eyes. He didn't say a word for a few good seconds and just stared. He opened his mouth but i interrupted him.
''DON'T SAY ANYTHING! I LOVED YOU AND YOU TREAT ME LIKE THIS?!'' I cried. I stood in the doorway, soaking wet from the rain. He stood up and looked. I grabbed another book and threw it at him, he dodged. He got closer to me with his sculpted chest.I stepped back, throwing things at him and crying. He grabbed my wrists and looked into my eyes.
'' I didn't do anything.. She thoughts we broke up and just wanted me for herself.'' He explained. I didn't believe those lies. Those pathetic lies. Any guy would say bullshit like that to a girl they wanted back. They only care about what girls are like in bed.
''...'' Silence.. I didn't say anything, and I didn't want to. I shoved away and pointed out the doorway.
'' Get out, or i'm calling the police.'' I demanded. This man didn't deserve to be in my house. He put on his clothes and walked towards the door. I followed. I watched him put on his shoes and coat. We didn't speak until i opened the door for him.
''One thing'' I said.He looked at me.
''yes?''
''We're done. Go to Rebecca.'' I pushed him out the door and slammed the door. I sat with my back to the door and cried. He stood outside, hearing me cry for him. I curled my knees up to my chest and cried. We weren't anything anymore. He didn't love me and didn't need me. I was all on my own now.
There's plenty more fish in the sea...
