Serendipity (Park Jimin One Shot)

Serendipity

A part of me always knew he was trouble.

I will never say it out loud, but even though we were chaos, no one will ever make me feel like he did.

People say: "There's a calm before the storm". Well, he was both.

At times, I wasn't able to keep up with him. It was like, trying to find him in an endless maze. Walls and walls of insecurities, secrets and flaws. When I finally got to the end of it, I realized it wasn't just me trying to find him. He was trying to find me too.

After that realization, we grew closer. It was like we were just one being. He knew every single thing about me and I knew every single thing about him. We used to spend our nights talking, sharing every thought with each other. Nothing was ever left unsaid, maybe that's why we managed to stay together that long.

He was my safe haven. When I was with him, I felt invincible. I don't know how he did that, but I knew that as long as I had him with me, nothing bad would ever happen.

I had the best time of my life with him. Everyday was spent like it was our last, we lived in Wonderland.

He always knew how to surprise me. Bought me flowers for no reason, took me out on road trips, never missed movie night. We were each other's most important thing.

I didn't have to tell him when I was feeling down, he knew by just looking me in the eyes. His arms would wrap around me and he would never let go until he knew I was better. I miss the comfort of his embrace. It was my home.

Kissing him felt like butterflies going crazy inside me. His touch left my skin on fire. I was left with this tingly feeling for hours, even after he had gone. We had this kind of passion that's so difficult to find. It was like we were made to be together, like we were meant to find one another.

Things between us were perfect, almost too perfect. I was so blinded by his love that I couldn't see the truth even when it was right before my eyes. In a second, everything we had built started crumbling down. The foundations caved in and reality was finally shown.

Little by little, the lies were revealed; I wasn't his only one. The truth hit me like a ton of bricks, but I couldn't react. I didn't want to believe it. How could he have betrayed me like that? I still don't understand how someone can fake a love like ours. He was my all, and then he wasn't.

The day he left was the worst of my life, I wish I could forget. I had come home early, to find him packing away his belongings. There was nothing I could do, he refused to listen to any words I had to say. I didn't yell nor did I cry, but it wasn't because I was trying to hold myself back. I just didn't have the strength. I silently watched him grab his bag and then make his way to the door. He stopped in front of it and I felt how my heart stopped too. He reached into his back pocket and pulled out his key, he then left it on the entryway table. Without looking back, he opened the door and walked away, leaving me broken in a million pieces.

Every once in a while, he crosses my mind and I long for those days when I still had him. A part of me wishes I had never met him, but I know that if I had the opportunity to go back in time to that sunny beach day and somehow not ruin that beautiful sandcastle he was building, I wouldn't be capable of interfering with what I know would be the greatest love of my life.

My mother once told me that if I ever found a love that made me want to be better, that made me feel things that could never be expressed with words; I should hold on to it. I found it and I tried to hold on, but my efforts weren't enough. Still, I'm thankful that it arrived in my life in a time when I didn't know I needed it and I cherish every second, minute and hour it lasted.

A part of me always knew he was trouble.

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A/N

Hello everyone!

I haven't posted in forever, but a friend inspired me to write something and thankfully I was in the mood to do it. I know it's short but that's all my inspiration allowed me to write.

I hope you enjoy it! Leave a like or a comment to let me know :)

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