Suburban Runaway

The Suburbs

Life in the suburbs have always been the same to me. All I️ really lived by was what was around me. As a kid, I️ was surrounded by the neighborhood kids with their soccer Cleets and what not.while we all grew up doing the same sports, and hanging out with the same people, I️ always struggled to fit in. Maybe it was my hyperactive personality, or maybe it was the fact that I️ talked to anyone no matter what they looked like or who they are, even if others shuned them. All I️ knew was that the neighborhood moms all hated me, I'm not even kidding and I️ honestly wish I️ was. I️ tended to be an outdoorsy type of girl, rain or shine I️ would be outside. Never scared of bugs, never scared of mud, just enjoying the sun rays as they go across my face. But I️ think the main reason they all hated me was because I️ never really wanted to play " normal little girl games" so I️ influenced their kids to go outside and play in the mud with me and I️ would get them into all these messes and all their parents hated it. So whenever I️ would call over on the telephone line to see if they wanted to hangout, they would tell me that their parents said they weren't aloud to hang out with me anymore. As a child that broke my heart because I️ never really hung out with many people after that, since most of the neighborhood kids friendships with me ended that way. But now that I️ look back im so glad I️ didn't hang out with them, because I️ would not be me without that push of neglect.