Fake Smile

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Depression is like a ticking bomb
Listen to this song while reading
I go to sleep crying on the inside
I can't cry out loud because I share a room with 2 brothers
I HATE IT
I put on a fake smile every day
One time I stayed quiet all day because of school
My mom asked " Whats wrong?" God,
I hate that question
I lied
I told
I stoled
I stayed
I tryed
I got heart broken
Shy
The voices in my head continued
"YOU'RE FINE"
"YOU'RE HAPPY"
"YOU'RE DOING THE RIGHT THING"
But the worst of all was
"PUT ON A SMILE"
why? Who? Where? When? How? Because?
I cry, cry, cry, cry, and cry but it
doesn't work no matter how hard.
WHY?!
👧💇🙇🔫
Not anymore........
I found something I love
To keep me happy
CreepyPasta
Anime
And
Gravity Falls
I love these things
No one is going to stop me from loving these things
Because I will share my message to the world

Goodbye
Love not depression anymore,
Caly

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⏰ Last updated: Feb 20, 2018 ⏰

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