You always said that change was the best and as always I followed your words even if I didn't agree because I was to scared to lose you, but I later realized that what you said was wrong. You used to always care, always talk to me, never ignore me and make sure that I was okay, then you changed, but not because you wanted , because you wanted others to notice you. All you do now is make those inappropriate jokes and try to put me into things I'm not comfortable with, What happened to when you would never do anything like that? Even now I still never speak up to you because I don't want to lose you, because I love you, because I lie every time I told you I only liked you for not that long, when I've felt for you for almost my whole life , because I'm scared you'll push me away if you find that out. You will never see this, and that's the point. This is the only place i can say what I want without being scared of losing someone. (To possibly be continued)....
