●Life is messy. We struggle and thrive but what does it matter? Where does it takes us and what paths lead us the right way? Everyone asks these question but they are always left unanswered. It sometimes feels like if i think too hard my brain will explode.
I jolt upright to see my my dad checking in on me.
"How you doin hun?"
"Alright." I respond blandly
My mom always says we have so much in common but I bare no striking resemblance to him.
I sometimes think it's because we both put such a bad taste in her mouth. I wondered how she can handle us at times. We fight and play and all she can do is sigh.
I look nothing like the rest of my family with my strong cheekbones curved body and light eyes it's easy to think I'm adopted.
He asks if I'm ready for boarding school. I shiver at the thought and I say "Of course not!".
My bags are packed and the car is warming up in our Colorado driveway. I've lived here all my life and I've always wanted to move to the sunny Tucson, Arizona.
I look up to my father with tears begining to fill my eyes and hug him tightly. He rubs my back during our tight embrace causing tears to cascade down my face dragging my mascara with it.
I release my arms and regain eye contact. He wipes my tears and kisses my forehead.
I grab my bags and head off to the car with him following right behind me watching me with loving eyes.
I enter the car and I'm on my plane within thirty minuets or less.
I look out my window over the vaat expance awaiting what will greet me when I land
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