dont look elsewhere ... as the one you look for is never around...
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***** There she is. Walking towards me. Looking good with her white shirt and jeans. So simple yet so sexy. Her smile approach me from far. That smile haunt me since this morning. That eyes gets smaller every time she smile and that make her look so cute. She is so ordinary compare to all my ex's but definitely shes so special in her own way that caught my attention. Its somehow a complete attraction. She's funny, hilarious i may say. Spontaneous. Simple. Brilliant and beautiful. Complete package.
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To watch her walk down the lobby smiling and laughing at me is a bless. I cant stop smiling back at her. Waiting for her. My heart bloom with happiness. IS THIS LOVE at first sight? Its to early to tell but i can feel something inside me already started.
The great player is down now. I must admit. Without her doing anything. She have won my heart even without she knowing it.
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OMG..... I totally didn't expect this from him. I don't expect him to do this. I can't stop smiling. I can't stop laughing. Looking at him make my heart skip a beat. He own the most charming smile I've ever seen. He look so sincere. His eagle eyes looks straight at me. He didn't blink. He is so sweet. He is the sweetest thing. What a great start for tonight dinner.
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Standing there .... lean back to his big black ride. Smiling.
Holding a big bouquet of red Roses.... waiting for me...
Those roses are extra beautiful because of him. Perfect!
No one ever done anything like this to me before.... Wish i can stop the time. I want to stay in this moment forever. The awkward but beautiful moment. I didn't know how to describe the feeling i have right now... he know his game well. He touch the romantic side of me.
I have hopelessly fall for him. Hopelessly ....
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"Hi... is that flower for me? or you just nak posse macho je kat situ?" soal ku apabila langkah ku berhenti dihadapannya yang masih tersenyum memandang ku.
"Hi. Yup. I believe this flowers are for you" jawab Mateen sambil menghulurkan sejambak bunga rose merah kepada ku. "Hope u love roses" "No. But I do now" Sambil ketawa kecil. Ku sambut jambangan bunga rose itu da aku dekat kan ke hudung dan cium... hurm wangi...
"You look beautiful tonight" Die memuji.
"Thank you... but please tell me something i don't know." seloroh ku membuat die ketawa lagi. Aku memandang tepat ke arah matanya yang jernih itu. Kami terdiam seketika. Silence. I'll do anything asalkan die terus2an ketawa because every time he laugh.. hati aku berbunga2.
"Shall we go now or u just wanna us stand here and stare at each other? I can do that all night if you want to." Mateen memecah kesunyian. sweet.
"I love too but i'm quite hungry. Can we stare at each other after we had our dinner?" Jawabku. Die tersenyum. Actually aku jujur... bukan berjenaka sebenarnya. Kalau boleh.. aku nak hadap je muke die... sampai aku puas hati. "Okey2. Lets go. We continue the staring games later but earlier today u said u don't do dinner " Jawabnye. "I change my mind. Not everyday u can have dinner with a prince" jawabku jujur walaupun aku menipu siang tadi. "Okey. Im glad u change your mind and for the record... u can have dinner with a prince everyday if u want too" jawabnya membuatku terkejut. "If only i can price. I kene ikat u bawah katil kat rumah." "Why bawah katil?" Soalnya. Dahinya berkerut. "Sebab bahaya kalau i ikat u atas katil." Dia ketawa besar mendengar jawapan ku. "Tak bahaya la. I wont bite" nakal. Nak bite pun boleh la prince oii...
"Ok2. Let's go." Katenya. Senyuman masih tak lekang dibibirnya. Die membukakan pintu Bently hitamnya untuk ku. Gentleman. Seorang putera raja membuka pintu untuk ku. Hati berbunga lagi. Aku melabuhkan pinggul ke kerusi kulit yang empuk itu. Aku boleh bau wangi parfum nye apabila die masuk ke ruang pemandu dan deselangi bau bunga mawar yang masih erat di tangan ku.
"Senang ke nak cari rumah i?" Soal ku apabila die mulakan pemanduan. "By the way... nice ride" sambungku sebelum die sempat menjawab. "Senang jugak coz i use the map that u sent to me and thank you. This is actually the official car that my family left it in kl just in case we need to use it. U like it?" Die menjawab dan menyoal ku. "Yup. Like it but its too big. I love fast car actually" jawabku jujur. "Then you should come and visit me in Brunei. I have all the fast car u could imagine." Wow.. die memancing ke hape ni. "Owh really?" Soal ku menunjuk kan minat. "Yup. Hurm.. looks like u dont know much about me huh?" Berkerut2 dahinya sambil memandang ku. "Err...what should i know about u actually?" Soalku pelik bila ditanya begitu. Ape die ingat die bon jovi ke aku kene tau sume pasal die. "I have an Instagram account." katenya lembut. Tetapi suara lembut tu jantan sangat. "Owh ok. I pun ada." Jawab ku sambil ketawa besar. Motiffff!!! "Hahahaha.... im telling u la ni... u can know a lot bout me from my ig. Itupun if u follow i la." Dia gelak besar wehh.... aku mengikutnya gelak sama. "Prince.." "Mateen. Kan i da suruh u call me Mateen" potongnya pantas sebelum aku sempat meneruskan ayat. Tersentap sebentar.
"Ok2. Mateen. Let me be honest dengan u. Baru hari ni i bukak ig u. Itupun selepas lisa bagi tau a little bit about u. I nak buat research pasal u pun tak sempat tau. U give me no time. Mana la nak tau banyak pasal u. I busy with my hectic life. Kesian kat i kan. Ketinggalan zaman sangat." Ntayaku sambil bernada manja meraih simpati mahkluk elok yang sedang memandu disebelah ku ini. "Alah.. kesiannye dia... i kesian sangat. Kalau macam tu. Kite ade banyak kerje nak kena buat nampaknya ni."
Dia kesian kat aku....???? Ish... manis sangat ni tapi kerja...kerja ape memalam neh.
"Kerja ape lagi u. Kite ada kerja yek. Hurm.. i ingat nak dinner je ni. Rupe2nya ada kerja pulak. Tapi kan... kerja apa...?" Buntu la aku ni... macam2 la dia ni. "Mengerjakan dan dikerjakan... hahahaha" amboi... gelak besar dia yee.... nakalll... "Hahahahaha..... sapa kerja kan sapa neh..." soal ku. Pandai si elok ni buat lawak. Aku kerjakan jugak dia ni kang.
Tiba2 kereta berhenti. Owh.. dah nak sampai dah rupanya. Alahai.. dekatnya rasa.
Dari rumah ku ke MO aku asyik memandang ke arahnya. Rasa tak jemu. Jawline tu... jawline tu tajam na... boleh potong cheese cake. Datang angin meroyan aku sesilap kene gigit jugak dia ni. Ishh... gerammm...
"Rosa... we are here" panggilnya mengejutkan aku. Mungkin die sedar aku asyik memerhatikan nya.... dia memandang ku sambil tersenyum.... ok... sesak nafas terus... "Huh? Owh.. ok2" da start da lembab aku neh.
Breath Rosa... breath...
"Let's go. I'm starving." Mateen bersuara. Peyambut tetamu hotel membuka pintu ku. Aku melangkah keluar. Lutut ku lemah. Thank god i just wear a sneakers. Kalau aku pakai heels confirm da terjelepuk jatuh. Die berdiri di sisi ku. Teguh. Tampan. Tegap. Menghulurkan siku nya. Ku sauk kan tangan ku di lengan nya. Rasa seperti berada di awang awangan... me floating ....
Aku hanya mengikut langkah nya. Tiada satu perkataan pun mampu ku luah kan. Hanya membalas senyumanya yang masih memandang aku. Cantik sangat ke aku malam ni. Tanpa sepatah kata. He make me feel so beautiful.....
