What If (ziall)

Niall pov. 

"you worthless son of mine, wake up!!" my dad said.

I open my eyes wide & say "I'm up, I'm up" in my morning voice while I would try my best to not sound hurt by his words.

You see, everything I did was always wrong, everything was my fault, every single little thing I did was worthless...well at least that's what my dad would tell me. No matter what I did, he always found a way to make me worthless & not good enough. My mom would always say "baby, he doesn't mean it...he loves you baby boy he's just kidding." I know she was lying but she would say that just to make me feel better, but it never really work.

Soon enough I was ready with my kaki skinny low pants with my blue Abercrombie shirt and my white high tops. I got on my car and played "you're beautiful" by James Blunt the whole way to my school. As soon as I got out of my car, I was attack by my bestfriend Harry, hugging me.

"hey bro, miss me" Harry said

"yes hazza I miss you!" I saided as I chuckle.

"I know you did, who wouldn't miss this hot stuff!" he said it with smirk playing on his lips.

"Ha! Ha! Shuuuut uuupp! Don't make me laugh!" as soon as I said that Harry's smirk drop, which made my smirk appear.

"jealous much" he said

"conceited much" I said, knowing that with this I had won.

"okaay whatever, you down to chill at my place after school" Harry ask with a smile on his face.

"I would love to...but"

"But what?" he said with his smile gone and his eyes getting sad.

"I can't I have after school football practice...you know maybe some other day, I promise" I smiled weakly at him, I hated to see him sad.

Harry pov. 

"Hey it's alright, I understand and yeah yeah some other day" I hated that about Niall, he always cared about his dad even after how he treated him every single damn day. He always try's to make his dad proud no matter what. He even joined football just for him.

Niall pov. 

"well hazza see you later bro, don't wanna be late" I said as I run to my first class. I made it just in time and sat in my usual spot. Then this boy came in, guessing he was new to the school cuz I had never seen him. He had a very nice tan skin with some very deep honey color eyes and his black silky hair was up into like a kind of a Mohawk. Oh god he was flawless ... He was just perfect. You see I'm bisexual and the only person who knew it was hazza and he was totally supportive about it. Nobody else knew about it cuz I was just not ready for the whole world to judge me but mainly it was because of my dad. You see he's homophobic and all I ever dream was to make him proud and telling him that I'm bisexual would ruin any chance of that.

The teacher smiled and said "everyone this is Zayn Malik, make him feel welcome and be friendly...well Mr. Malik you can sit next to Mr. Horan over there" she pointed at me and I just nodded.

"Hey" he said with his lovely muscular voice.

"Hey, I'm Niall Horan" I saided with a smile creeping on my face.

"Zayn Malik" he told me with a smile on his face and his eyes on me, which made me melt.

"Wanna sit with me on lunch?" I ask casually.

"Yeah sure" he said with a huge grin on his face.

"okaay then" I said with a calm face but in the inside I was dying of happiness, I was screaming "hell's yeaah I got the boy of my life, yeaaaah buddy" so far I had a feeling that this was going to be just a great day.

"so where are you from?" I ask casually to Zayn, while looking at him. Looking at his very muscular model like body and at his flawless beautiful face. His lips were big not big big but big enough to make them kissable and have I told you about his deep brown honey chocolate eyes that make you just melt at the sight. Oh god he was just like an angle, just perfect.

"Bradford, England, and you? It's just you have this interesting accent." he said with a weak smile

"Oh so you're like this Bradford Bad Boy or whaaat? And yeaah I'm from Mullingar, Ireland, which means my accent is Irish" I told him with a huge grin. He chuckle at my first comment about the bad boy.

"I guess you could say that, just don't get on my bad side and you'll be fine little Leprechaun" he told me with a smirk appearing on his face.

"Who are you calling little leprechaun, bad boy huh?" I told him joking around as I hit his arm playfully. We were about to get to the table when hazza tackle me from behind.

"Hey hot stuff, miss you" he said laughing his butt off.

"Hazza stop, get off of me...you'll scare the bad boy over there!" I said playfully. Hazza immediately stop and look around finally spotting the boy which I was talking about.

"So you new in here?" Hazza ask in a serious tone.

"Yeah I'm Zayn Malik, I just move in here over the weekend" Zayn said with a serious tone.

"Harry Styles, so you do any sports" ask hazza. Typical of him. Whenever someone new was about to enter to the group "our group" as he like to call it. He would go all serious and ask all kind of questions, especially if he notice I was getting close to them. He would always say it was for my own safety and that he just wanted to know the kid. He acted like if he were my big brother. He said that he didn't want me to get hurt since I was so carefree and always tried to see the positive to every single person. He said I was just to much of good guy and he was going to be there for me as the bad boy whenever I needed it. And clearly he thought that this was one of those occasions.

"Hazza stop harassing Zayn with questions!" I said it in a serious tone.

"Fine, then I'mma leave" Harry said glaring at me.

"Hazza ...don't be like that.." I said with a sad tone and apologetic eyes.

"It isn't about this hot stuff, I gotta do something bro...I'll see you later" he said as he hug me and kiss me in my head. It was how usually hazza said bye to me and everyone knew about it, it was nothing new.

"Sorry about that Zayn" I said looking apologetic .

"It's alright, I understand he was just trying to know me, no worries little leprechaun" he told me with a weak smile.

"Thanks for understanding, anyways let me present you to the table. This is Liam and Danielle, they're a couple" I said as I pointed to the cute couple.

"hey bro, nice meeting you" Liam said as he reach out for Zayn hand and shaking it.

"You too" Zayn said as he shook Liam's hand.

"Hi, it's a pleasure meeting you" Danielle said as she went in to kiss Zayn in the cheek.

"You too, lovely" Zayn said while returning the kiss in the cheek.

"And this Louis and Eleanor, which they're also a couple" while I pointed at the lovely couple.

"hey bro" Louis said as he greeted Zayn into a bro hug.

"hey bro" said while he embrace the bro hug.

"hey there" Eleanor said while going in for a kiss in the cheek.

"hey lovely" Zayn said as he return the cheek kiss.

"And last but not least this is Perrie" I point at the dirty blond girl next to Eleanor.

"Hey there cutie" Perrie said as she went in to kiss Zayn in the cheek in a flirty manner. Which made my heart break as Zayn return the kiss with a smirk and in flirty mannertoo.

"Hey there cutiepie" Zayn said back

Great my day just went from being amazingly awesome to sad and depressing. Oh well I fell like I'm gonna go thru another heartbreak but it's all good I'm so use to it. I said to myself mentally as if to preparing for the next heart break, which I knew for sure I was gonna go thru.