Kevin P.O.V
I had a dream about Marcus last night and now I'm constantly thinking of him. Like it wasn't bad before, now I had to go and dream about him.
We've been working on this new assistant thing for five month now and I keep looking for ways to get him to kiss me or hell even look at me like he wants me but he won't let me in. I can't help but think he's scared of me because of what he's been through. I also don't want him to think that that's all I want. Even if it is all I want. God what was wrong with me.
"Kevin," he calls. I go over to him all puppy like and stand and wait.
"Yes baby," I say as I chew on my bottom lip. He glances at me and looks away.
"Don't call me that," he says sternly." I need you to get those papers for class 234 and put them in pile 46. You know the ones with the clear plastic and black ribbon. They need to be sorted by name, date, and teacher." I sigh and get to it. He's my boss now. I have to accept that.
"I'd rather be cuddled in a blanket than do this all day, "I grumble under my breath.
"What was that," he asks.
"You heard me, "I say getting closer to him. He shields his face.
"We are not fooling around today," he says behind his hands. I couldn't help but laugh at how cute he was.
"You're saying that like we ever fool around," I say grabbing his waist and pulling him closer. His breath catches. I move in to kiss his cheek and then I move to his neck.
"Kevin...S-stop," he moans. Then he catches himself moving slightly away from me. I chuckle and kiss his forehead one more time and then I move back to the papers. His face is all flushed and red. I smile because I made that happen.
"You are so mean, " he says frowning and fussing over his shirt collar.
"Oh so you want more , "I say turning around to him.
"No," he says putting up his hands and walking out. I chuckle and continue working. That was our first "kind of" make out. Except maybe next time he'll admit that he wants it. His feelings are constantly battling themselves. One minute he'll let me in and the next he's pushing me away.
I sigh as I start finishing sorting the papers and I end up taking a small nap waiting for Marcus to come back and give me more directions. Today was a slow day and a hot tiring day at that. I close my eyes and rest. It was only going to be a couple of minutes.
When I wake up Marcus is sitting in the seat next to me with his head facing me. He's sleeping too. It was so hot in here. I sit up and push his hair out of his eyes. He was so beautiful. I wish he would let me tell him that, even though I knew I would say it anyway. I kiss his forehead and I get up. Aiden is reading a book at his desk when I come into his classroom. He smiles a knowing smile.
"What?" I ask standing in the doorway.
"So you two huh," he says.
"Yeah us two and his stubbornness," I admit.
"Oh, what's wrong?" Aiden asks seeming a bit concerned. I smile at his willingness to listen to my troubles.
"I don't know ," I say." he wants to take things slowly. I've always had relationships with guys who were ready to risk it all you know. The ones who were open and proud. I never thought that I'd like someone who was so unsure of themselves."
"I see," he says rubbing his chin and sighing, then, "he's been through a lot you know."
"I know," I say feeling guilty for even wanting him to move faster. He hadn't told me what happened to put him in the hospital but I knew it had left him feeling traumatized. He would wince at little touches and start hyperventilating in random situations. I just wanted him to feel safe around me.
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