we say we know what love is? but do we really understand something so important and rare? I fell in love without knowing how much pain love can bring you.
our love was different it was rare and dysfunctional. but I held on so tight cause ive never loved anyone else before. I never wanted to let go, because I knew I was gonna lose something so wonderful.
but I knew we weren't gonna last forever , I knew it was all gonna end one day. one day we were gonna end everything we had and find new people to love. I was right .. he let me go no matter how hard I tried nothing seem to work.
I felt like my world was ending , like I would never be the same anymore. I yelled , I cried but nothing helped me get over this pain. I wanted him back but he had found another to love.
my heart was broken .. I never thought he would ever leave me I thought he loved me. I knew it was time to let him go.
a few months later he came back into my life. he was still with his girl friend , he wanted me back he said , and I was vulnerable. I felt so guilty after doing what we did while they were dating , but I was still in love with him I couldn't help myself.
I was stupid to think he would leave her for me. he left me again I was so angry , but not just with him , but also with my self. he lied and cheated yet I was still complete madly in love with him.
after a few months I felt like a new person. I didn't hear from him and I didn't want to either. I was happy for once , but my happiness didn't last for long.
he had came back into my life again and all my feelings came back , I'm sure they never really left. I hated my self for loving him, for letting him get to me again .. I knew he was never going to be with me again.
I've never loved someone so much before and till this day I don't. I will always love him .. no matter what he does to me.
I fell in love with you like never before and it was a privilege to have my heart broken by you.
