My best friends boyfriend

Love behind her back

I lay in my bed thinking about what happened today. Guilt rushing through me

"Alex, I'm not sure if I love Maya anymore you know after that kiss we had." He smiled and winked at me. "You can't break up with maya because of me. Besides that kiss was a total accident." I replied. "On your part." He said and he pushed me up against the wall kissing my neck working his way up to my lips. I was enchased letting him kiss me until I realized who I was kissing. "OH MY GOD MIKEY! WE CANT DO THIS" I exclaimed " why not" he said " Maya doesn't have to know." I gave this some thought "and she won't unless this ever happens with us again!"

I wouldn't feel as guilty if I hadn't loved every second of it. I lay there trying to savor every moment replaying the amazing moment in my head. I cried, why was I such a bad friend. I just dreaded the moment where I had to talk face to face with Maya and Mikey. I didn't want to think about the long day ahead of me so I went to bed.

Today was the one of the only days where I hated that I sat next to maya in every class except chemistry. I basically avoided her as much as possible and ran away from Mikey at all costs. I barley made it through lunch before Maya caught on to me. "Alex you've been avoiding me and I want an explanation." She said stiffly "I'm sorry Maya I'm just really being bothered by personal business that I really don't want to talk about." She looked at me and nodded "I understand, but please stop avoiding me I really hate it" I smiled glad she didn't want me to go into detail "Okay" I said. We ate lunch together laughing and talking but she got called down to the office in free period for a doctors appointment and we said our goodbyes. I walked away without a thought of Mikey in my head until I saw him walking down the hall. He grabbed me by the arm and pulled me into an empty classroom pinning me against the wall putting his gentle hands on my cheeks and pulled me in close putting his soft lips against mine and locked me in a binding kiss. We stayed there in the classroom for at least 20 minutes. He was running his hand through my hair while I was feeling his back muscles however the 5 minute bell broke us out of it. "I hope you changed your mind." He walked out leaving me feeling sick. I do really want to date him but he's Maya's girlfriend and I couldn't do that.

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