Stray Kids Imagines

041 | love hurts ; jisung

[Han Jisung x Kim Airee] [Requested by: @AryNdrh ] [Airee's POV]

"Lets make a promise!" Jisung exclaims while grabbing my hand, swaying it back and fourth with a smile.

"What is it?" I ask him curiously. My eyes fixed on our intertwined hands.

"Let's promise ourselves, that we should debut together!" He grinned at me widely. Tightening his hold on my hands.

"I promise that I won't leave you, Airee."

Lies.

Why did I even believed in those stupid stuff. I know myself that it won't happen. Either one of us will debut first.

But that's not the reason.

He said he won't leave me.

But he did.

After his debut, he didn't contact me. Not even once. It hurts me so much. He was the first person I met in the company. The first person who made my heart flutter as a trainee.

He distant himself from me. Even when he's doing nothing and I'm just there, waiting for him to talk to me. He avoids me. Purposely.

I don't know the reason. Maybe he's afraid of dating rumors. Or he just hates me.

He makes me so anxious. It's like I've committed a crime to him. In which, I didn't.

Today, another day without him. I've got used to it. I've hang out with other trainees like me. Which was pretty nice. I even made friends with those who already debuted.

They're far from what Jisung is. They're better.

Ryujin texted me, that we were shooting a reality show, with Stray Kids; Jisung's group.

There was nothing I could do. I agreed unintentionally.

I made my way to the third floor of the JYP building. To film the first episode of this reality.

We did last minutes discussions with the staff and managers. Someone from the boys did the slate, and now we were rolling.

"Hello! We are Stray Kids!" The boys greeted politely with smiley expressions.

"Hello! We are Blooming Rose!" We greeted, copying the smiles and grins the boys did.

"And this is Blooming Kids!" We said in unison. Making hand gestures to the camera.

"We're gonna have some much fun in this reality show before debut with our rival group before! Don't worry! We are all in good terms now! Right, Airee?" Jisung directed at me. I felt like I was gonna burst. I nodded in response, and read my lines that was displayed behind the cameras.

Timeskip

"Can we talk?" Jisung grabbed my arm before I turn my back completely at him. A part of me was saying no. I can't. I can't face him again. Though a part of me wants him back. He could've changed already, right?

I gave him a nod. Letting him pull me towards the seashore, far from everyone else. His face looked stern. Like a father who will scold their daughter for sneaking out to a party the night before.

"I'm sorry." The only words that left him. His eyes couldn't meet mine in fear. Fear of me getting hurt even more.

Tears welled in my eyes. Threatening to fall if he every said another word.

"I'm sorry I made you broken. I'm sorry I broke our promise. I'm sorry for not being their in your toughest times. Aeiree... I—" I cut him off with a hug, startling him. My tears soaking his collar. But he didn't care. He let me release all my built up anger. His arms wrapped around my shoulders, rubbing comforting circles on my back.

"I love you, Airee. I didn't know what I did. I'm a dumb person. I should've told you sooner. I know you won't return the feelings. Because I'm such a jerk." He confessed. Jisung left a kiss on my hair and let me cry my eyes out while he comforted me.

"I hate you, Jisung." I mumbled out.

I knew he was hurt with what I said. But he didn't let me go. He wanted me to release all my anger on him.

"But I don't know why I love you." I paused to look up at him. "I love you so much, waiting for you paid off. You hurt me. But that doesn't matter." I told him sincerely, smiling through my tears.

"Lets start over again." He proposed. Bringing his hand out to me.

"Can we be friends, Kim Airee?" He smiled. I nodded. We both once again shared a hug. He wiped my tears from my face and spoke, "I love you."

[A/N: IM REALLY SORRY IF THIS ISNT WHAT YOU WANTED!! I KNOW IT WAS SUPPOSED TO BE FLUFF BUT I DONT KNOW WAHT HAPPENED. THANK YOU FOR READING!]