Being loved by someone you love is really a good feeling or even farther about being good. It feels like the whole universe is in your hands. But at the end of the day you'll realize it's just another one of your daydreamings.
Assuming is what I have just experienced recently. It's somewhat new to me and I don't know how can I move on with this, with her, even if we've never been official. Maybe I was just thinking that her sweetness means something for her, too, like it did to me. Damn it! I've never been like this. It's impossible, right? Having such an intense feelings towards a person who you aren't sure if really existed because your way of communicating is just a fucking social media. It's not pleasant though.
The worst part of this assuming thing is that the jealousy will always follow. Here's the thing; you're getting jealous of the people she's talk with. For goodness' sake, I'm being ashamed to myself for acting like that. She didn't have the slightest idea about this.
One time, you'll going to decide that it's better to off your communication with her... but another message from her will bring your desire to off it back to zero.
I've been like this and assuming for weeks now. I'm feeling like my heart wanted to rip out of its cage so that it'll leave me numb and motionless. It's not making sense for everyone.
I wanted to forget but there's something that holding me back. Dunno what it was, dunno what to do if I find out what it was.
Funny but I'm scared as shit if I... lost her. Oh boy, there goes my chance.
