I don't really know what to put here exactly. I guess I'll put some thoughts, even though I'm not sure if anyone cares what I'm thinking.
"Time"
As days passed
I watched time fade
Just as her eyes did
"Empty and Cold"
Empty and cold
Like raindrops when they first hit you
For the first few drops
The stroke of a paintbrush
That's colorless
A flower without petals
All blowing away
A worn out candle
Lit for the last time
All the little things are fading away
Leaving everything
Empty and cold
"Reality"
It scares me at times
When my dreams make more sense
Than reality
"The Past"
It's all the echo's inside your head
That always seem to remind you
It's the past you need to let go of
"Late Night"
3 a.m. tired swollen eyes
Leaving my breathes heavy
And lungs ridden of choked sobs
"Life"
You asked me what the hardest thing was
It should've been the easiest question to answer
After standing there for the longest time, it finally came to me
Life
"Lights"
Late season lights
Remind me of the color of your eyes
"Unloved Winters"
Cold, fragile bones
Pale, snow white skin
Frost bitten smiles
All the lonely, unloved winters
"Future"
I play out scenarios in my head
I know they could never happen
But oh isn't it nice to dream and wonder about the future
And what lies ahead
"Waves"
Pain came in like a wave
And slowly washed away like the tide
Leaving scattered remnants of broken memories
"Stars"
Looking up at the stars
Always seems to lead to numerous thoughts
Just from a line of distant lights
It leads me to think
Maybe you're looking at the stars
Wandering around the night sky
Looking for someone or something
Just as I am
"Snow"
The snow sparkled beneath the star filled skyline
Reminding me of how my eyes once glistened with hope
Lighting up a sky in the darkest of times
"Thoughts"
I plan out awful, terrible things that I often dread
That always end up leaving me lost
In the lovely horrors that lurk inside my head
"Years Ago"
Your eyes were full of a concerned kind of sad
When you saw me sprawled across the floor
But darling didn't you know I have gone mad
Maybe I should have told you; that way you could already know
I have weakened, more and more
And lost myself years ago
