violate~ ill wait, forever if i have to

tate?

I was sitting, all Alone, watching at the pictures of my family, that we hanged them to the wall. But, all of sudden i saw Tate hanging with a rope in his neck. I panicked. What should I do? He is a ghost I know he will live but i had lost him for 2 years now. Sometimes I forgot his face. But now he is in front of me in a terrible situation. I tried to get him down. I did. I would ask him why did he do this. He opens his eyes.

"Violet" he says
" Tate oh my god are you okay?"
" yes I'm okay." He says with a tear in his cheek.
" then why the fuck you did this?!? I'm not going anywhere if you won't tell me!" I say.

I saw him brust on tears and with no hesitate I hugged him.

" um, sorry. It was ... Whatever. Tell me why" I tried to relax him.
" violet. Ever since you told me to go away I'm lost inside. I will tell you something. If you answer no, I will never get I your away again. But please, answer honestly." He says as calm as he can.
"Okay ask me" I say and I'm so curious.
" I was thinking about you every single day. I love you violet." He says.
" get to the point Tate" I say quite Angry
" okay. as i said I was thinking bout you every single Day. Tell me. have you, at least once, been thinking about me?" He says. His eyes were full of tears.
" NO TATE. Now leave me alone." I say and a tear dropped from his eye.
" are you sure?" He says
" yes. Im sure" I say

I hesitated to answer. I was thinking about him too. But I didnt wanted to show him that I still care. It was so difficult to say no. I started crying as I saw him leave.

" okay then. I'm supposed to leave you forever now. Bye violet." He says and leaves.

I don't know what to do. My brain says that i have to let him go but my heart says I should tell him the truth. And my heart hasn't talked at all since I told Tate to go away.

"WAIT TATE! I WAS THINKING ABOUT YOU TOO!" I scream.
" violet... I knew it!" he says.

He runs and hugs me with all his strength.

" i knew it since you hugged me. Thank you." He says