Determined to the Bone

chp 1: Numb

(Sans' POV)

I came up upon a fimilar sight.
Paps scarf.

I sighed grabbing it wrapping it around my neck. This has gone on for the last 75 resets. And seeing his scarf now... i just feel... numb i know he's dead, dust, gone but it doesn't matter really he'll just come back next reset and its never going to stop. And i cant do anything about it.

Several resets ago, i found out something disturbing. That it wasnt Frisks fault as their hands were moved aginst their will.
They were possessed.
It took me a while to realize it, and i hate myself for not realizing it the first time.
Before the first Genocide run, the kid was so nice and so innocent they wouldnt hurt a moldsmal. But then they changed. A complete 180. They killed everyone they came across, leaving dust everywhere in their way.

I still rember the mixture of emotions the first time i found Pap's scarf buried in dust and snow.
The intense anger, the feeling of betrayal, the saddnes.
I knew something was something deffintly wrong with the kid, but i was too overwhelmed with emotion to care.

But now i cant feel anything at all, now im just completely numb.

(Chara's POV)

*BUT NOBODY CAME

Undyne had melted and fizzled away, easily of course and now we was on my way through hot land killing insignificant creatures and wiping the dust off of whatever weapon we had.
I sighed not hearing Frisks usual complaints or protests agianst my action over thier body.
"Yanno its no fun when you dont do anything to try and stop frisk. "
I noted brushing off the blue and purple sweatshirt after just killing another monster. 2 left.
Then i heard whimpering.
Frisk was crying. Huh, they havent done that since the first time i killed the comedian. That was fun.
" aww whats the matter frisk? Giving up already?" I chuckled but i felt a pain go through both our souls.
Frisks determination was fading.
They werent responding.
...
...
...
"Frisk ok, this isnt funny."
They didnt respond, i felt the determination fade even more. Since our souls are connected i became a part of thier determination. So if their determination faded.
I would fade.

Unless i found a new host. And i know a perfect subject :)