HIDDEN FEELINGS

chapter 5

A I remember feeling betrayed as I left the restaurant that day I couldn't believe that Emily , my best friend believed that cheat over me a person who has known her whole life over person she met while in highschool she and has sex with but it hurts that she doesn't trust me enough to believe me, I was done being her puppet it was now up to her to do what she feels is right for her but as for me I was done.

I went home that day feeling destroyed and I couldn't allow my self to eat oh drink ,I was hurting so bad, it was as if I had lost a limb of me had been ripped right from under me and I could not do anything about it, Emily kept calling my cell but I couldn't bring myself to answer because it hurt too much my cell kept ringing through the nights and I decided to ignore it I grabbed the pillows off my bed and rearranged them in to my liking I tossed one of them to the floor happy I covered myself with the bedding and kept tossing and turning in my bed all. Through the long nights till I fell Asleep, I had been ignoring Emily for past three weeks I wasn't picking up her calls nor was I answering her texts since she chose to believe that liar over me so I didn't want anything to do with her

The following Monday at sun rise I found fifty missed calls on my cell from Emily and over fifty texts from her saying she is sorry but I didn't want to let her off the hook that easily so I read them and refused to reply placing my phone on the table I had my bath and got dressed, placing my nerdy glasses in place. Being basically blind without my glasses I was always forced to wear them and my braces didn't help either looking at my self in the mirror convinced I looked my best I headed to school .

Reaching school everyone was staring at me like I had committed murder I didn't even know why that's when Michelle comes running towards me screaming ,

"Emily is in the sick bay and she won't take her asthma pump , unless you give it to her ." Michelle said frantically

"If this is a rouse,  to make me forgive her I will not forgive her or you OK ." I a said

"Sure Aaron , but right now
Emily needs you ." Michelle added

On hearing that, I knew that Emily was in an asthma attack and I needed to get her pump I was angry at her but when it came to her health I dropped everything to be by her side in panic mode I run to the sick bay to find Emily wearing an oxygen mask I rush to her side, it was all my fault I know that Emily's asthma is linked to her emotions and we had a big fight yesterday , now she is in the sick bay fighting for her life and it's all my fault

No wonder those of Jason were giving me the stink eye earlier , Jason was of Asian decent he had the dark rich Asian hair with Asian looking features looking at him you could tell that his father was Japanese and his mother was Korean he had features that guys like me dreamed of having he had huge biceps and a six-pack that made girls run wild with lust being although being both Japanese and Korean Jason spent most of his life here in England since they moved here when he was five years old hence the rich British accent , he was Anna's boyfriend and they had been dating for two years now ,ever since they met at Amanda Watson's house party he was a jock and played rugby for the school team , but looking at him now he was dead mad at me for making Emily apset yet I knew her condition

We all sorounded Emily with concerned looks in our eyes

"Emily am sorry for getting you mad yet I knew how delicate your health is,  please wake up and I Promise never to get you mad again,  cause Emily if anything happens to you am going to die please wake up." Letting out a desperate  plea  I said to Emily while holding her hand , she was unconscious the only thing I could hear was her heavy breathing I could not believe my foolishness I cried heavily on Emily's unconscious body when suddenly heavy laughter filled the room

Psyche ! Emily said and removed the oxygen mask and burst into heavy laughter Aaron I can't believe you fell for that again how many times have I used this trick but you never learn