Goodbye, best Friend. [ Johnny Knoxville|Bam Margera OneShot]

So hello there. It's my first time trying to write something in english. I write this story a few years ago in german... long before Ryan Dunn died): So, well... hope you enjoy this little one shot. 

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Just this minute I was burst out laughing like teere was no tomorrow. I have not thought that he really would do it.I mean he look so stupid in this silly costume, how can anybody not laugh about him now?

I grinned like an stupid idiot when I was glare towards him.But when I saw what happend there, I could not help but drop my jaw open.

A truck was driving right towards him. But he did not notice it anyway. He just ran ahead in his stupid rabbit costume.

I would not look at him now. I would not but it seems like I must, because my head was not able to turn away. 

I can not even close my eyes. I was not able to do anythin else than just look at this horrifying spectacle. It seems like everything around me stop and act in slow motion.

Bam was running towards the street. He just wear Party Boy's bunny ears, some sunglasses, a boxershort and his shoes. 

He glare at us, laughing like and idiot and put his thumb up to show us, that everything would go well, but it would not. In his other hand he hold his skateboard. 

It was my idea. He should run towards a high street, before jumping on his skateboard and rolling down the acclivity. When he do that we would flip honey onto him and through some feathers on him. At the end he should drive above a ramp and land in a hutch. 

But... that did not happen.

 When everything happen in slow-motion a few seconds ago, now it seems like someone had push a button to fast-foreward the whole scene.

There was some rumbling, shrieking and at last some groans. Bam was lying down the ground and did not move anymore. 

We really thought that he would make it.

But now he lie there, in the middle of the street and do not move. The driver of the truck have not notice him in anyway and continue driving - right over him.

We all stood there like we were paralysed.

April, Bam's mom, told us to do not do it, right form the beginning. But we would not listen to her like everytime. Why haven't we listen to her? Just for this time! Why?

"Why don't you do something?" April yelling at us, the tears right in her eyes.

Finally I could move again. I ran towards Bam, screaming his name like an idiot, knelt next to him and shake his shoulder a bit.

I turn his body upside down, so he can look at me, and lie his head down my lap. "Johnny... you... asshole!", he mumbled tedious with his last power, before his breath expose. 

His eyes glare at me and his mouth was formed to a small 'O'.

I stand up slowly and let out a long "Noooo!". I kick the ground before I fall down again and hit the ground with my palms. Nevertheless I can not hide my tears anymore and start crying.

Everything was my fault. Everything. GET IT!

I should had advice against this stupid idea. But he want to. He rather had do that than face a snake. 

Steve-O and Chris tug me away from him and want me to stand up again. I look back at Bam. April was sitting next to him, crying like hell.

Everything was my fault. I destroyed everything.

All those long years were now passed by, in such a small tine.

Our oeuvre is runnied now. All because of me.

Me.

Just destroyed.