Sham- e- tanhai

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1 week later

He stepped inside the hotel room.....
She was here waiting for him.....as per the instructions.....

He saw her.....
She was wearing seductive dress...bright  makeup......

The moment he entered she smiled at him and came forward to take his coat from his hand.

He is inactive....lost in some thoughts

She made him sit on bed .....and went at the bar counter....to get him drink.

He closed his eyes out of exhaustion.
When he felt that she is already leaning on him with a glass of wine.

She is about to kiss him when......

Rajveer - nahi.....

He stopped her immediately......with a sudden push.....

She got up from him confuse........

He stood up as well....

Rajveer - I can't do this....
he said looking at her......

I ..... I am married.....

He kept her price on the table...and started walking out.....

It has been 1 week ........she is gone......

He was trying to convince himself that its just a matter of time.......may be......if he try to distract himself....things may get better.

But his days are getting worst........
He cant find peace anywhere....

Haye andar andar Se tuta main
Tere ishq mein Khud hi se rutha main

Main jee bhar ke ro loon
Teri baahon mein so loon
Aa phir se mujhe mil
Main tujhse yeh boloon

He is walking helplessly on the streets.
With a bottle of rum in his hand.

Tu anmol thi
Pal pal bolti thi..
Aisi chup tu laga ke gai
Saari khushiyan kha ke gai

He sat resting his back with a side roadway railing.
Tired of walking...tired of thinking about her ....tired of himself...

Haye andar andar se toota main..
Tere ishq mein khud hi se rootha... main

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In a small house.......

Maahira - abbu naina ko phir bohot tez bukhar hai.

Arif (abbu) - use gili patti rakho, main dr.sinha ko bulata hun.....

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Dr.sinha - viral hai.....thakan aur kamzori ki wajah se she is not coping well.....thik se khana nahi kha rahi kya.....waise arif sahab ye hai kaun.

Arif - mere ek bohot hi aziz dost ki beti hai.....
Iske walid aur ammi intekaal farma chuke hai.

1 week before when mahira opened the door....she saw naina standing all drenched in water.

She had no other relatives ... and this is the only place which came in her mind as she was walking involuntarily.

Next day......arif and his daughter mahira read the news in paper.

Arif loves naina as his own daughter..
And mahira and naina are child hood friends.

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Arif - kuch bataya usne

Mahira - nahi abbu.....aur uski halat dekh kar meri usse kuch puchne ki bhi himmat nahi ho rahi....

Arif - aisa kab tak chalega.....baat jo bhi ho.....jab tak uske andar se niklegi nahi.... wo thik kaise hogi....

Mahira - pata nahi ....kaise log hai wo..
Iski shadi ke bad se hi.....jab bhi maine isse phone pe baat ki hai....mujhe iski awaz mein ek ajeeb si udasi mehsus hoti thi.....
Maine kini baar pucha bhi isse....ke kya baat hai.....par isne kabhi kuch nahi bataya.....

Arif - dr.sinha keh ke gaye hain ke humein ise kisi psychiatrist ko dikhana chaihye...

Mahira - mujhe bhi yahi lagta hai......
Pata nahi kya kuch apne andar band kar ke baithi hai.

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Rajveer - dadu..........main kaha dhundu use.....

He said as is sat in front of his dadaji ...all broken....shattered.....without any hope.....

Dadu - agar mujhe pata hota .....tab bhi tujhe nahi batata.....

He sat there devastated.....as dadu left the study room......

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He was in his room watching their marriage photo..on the wall........
.....touching her bangels stand......her used bindi which is sill stuck on mirror.......
Her saree in her cupboards........

He got a visual hallucination of naina in a pink saree......hairs falling on her boat neck blouse......and a fairy like smile......
The imaginary naina reached out to him by extending her hand...

He came close to her.....taking her hands in his.....
She lowered her gaze out of shyness....

He bent down kissing her lips........

He clutched her hairs hard to pull her close.....

And felt a piercing pain in his hand

His hallucinations got over and he saw his hand ...... its her glass bangel in his hand which broke in his haste.

He sat there with that bleeding hand...
Wondering if ever his dream will come true or not.

As he was trying to feel her presence in her things.....suddenly his eyes fell on something which gave him an idea.
A way ....a hope .....that he can find her.

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