Dream~ {Victor x Yuri}

{Chapter 11}

{Chapter 11}

Victor's Pov:

I watch Yuri skate. He insisted on me not skating so I didn't have a lot to say. I want to train him on the ice but he tells me that if I enter that ice rink he will quit immediately.

I can't say I feel strong enough to enter the rink anyways... I haven't told Yuri yet but I feel that my energy level is not like it used to be... I don't feel better at all... even though the chemo has already started.

I snap out of my thought when I feel a pair of soft but cold lips on my cheek. I smile slightly.

"Good job.." I say even though I wasn't paying any attention. I hear him chuckle.

"You weren't even looking, you were just staring at the ice. Are you that tired?" he asks me and I gently caress his cheek with my gloved hand. "A bit..." I answer and watch him stare at my thinner wrist.

Yuri's Pov:

I see how small and fragile victor's wrist looks and I am a bit shocked. "Victor.." I mutter and gently grab his wrist, pulling up his sleeve. He gives me a sad smile and I frown at it.

"You have been eating normal...right...?" I ask and stare up into his bright eyes. He nods. "I have been eating yeah.. but I haven't been keeping it inside properly.." he says and I look down after hearing it.

Why didn't I notice that.. I'm right next to him the entire day... except.. of course. He went to the toilet multiple times.. a lot more than usual.

"I'm sorry.. I didn't notice.." I whisper softly and don't move my eyes up in guilt. I feel the same gloved hand on my chin and feel it being lifted. All the way up until I see his eyes again.

"You didn't do anything wrong Yuri.. now.. for today let's go home.. I'm in no state to train you so we can better let you rest..." he explains and I quickly nod. I'm not tired in the slightest but I see he is.

"Victor.. shouldn't we go to the hospital for a checkup?" I ask softly once we are walking home, holding hands with him. He shakes his head. "I have an appointment but it's not yet." he tells me and I nod slowly.

We reach the house and I decide to take a shower. I stare at the water once it puddles at my feet and close my eyes for a second. I feel other wet drops roll down my face and I notice I started crying.

Victor... I'm noticing more and more that he is far from getting better. He is thin, his hair is even thinner and he is so pale. I cover my face as I try to silent the soft sobs.

If he only knew how much it hurts me to see him like this. Maybe then he would take the illness more serious. I slowly turn off the water and grab a towel. I dry myself easily and dry my eyes too. After putting on some underwear and clothes I walk out.

"Victor?" I ask softly. I see him laying on the bed. Cute... he fell asleep... I slowly walk towards the bed and sit down on it, moving a hand over his cold cheek. "Victor... you should shower too..." I say softly and shake him a bit.

No response...

"Victor come on... wake up..." I shake him again, slightly more worried. Again... he doesn't move a muscle. "Victor!" I call out and lean over. I press my finger against his neck to feel for a heartbeat.

It isn't there...

I call for my mother to call an ambulance and the same hot tears roll down my cheeks again. I start to shake the male more violently now, calling out his name. He is so cold... so doll like...

Time seems to go so fast... before I know it I'm in a hospital room with Victor who just had CPR. His heart is beating again but he is sleeping.

I hold his hand, staring at his face and getting tense every time I don't hear the beep of his heart. How could he be so stupid... He is getting worse and all he cares about it training me. He just can't train me anymore! How can he not see this?

I feel myself getting sad and angry, kissing his hand softly and letting my tears roll from my cheeks onto his hand. I feel it softly squeezing back and I open my eyes.

Victor's Pov:

My chest is burning... what happened.. I look at Yuri and see him crying. I now don't feel the burning anymore at all, I just feel sadness. I gently squeeze his hand and his big eyes open and meet mine.

I gave him a small smile but, much to my surprise, I get slapped.

"How can you be this stupid Victor!" I hear Yuri yell and I move my free hand up to my now tingling cheek. "Yuri..I-..". He shakes his head in anger and lets go of my hand.

"No Victor! I don't want to hear any excuses anymore! You got a heart attack because you keep making stupid excuses! You are not going home again! You are staying here and if you d-do decide to g-go home t-then we are over!".

I want to say something but lose all words at the last thing he says.

"Over...?" I ask the sobbing boy softly and he nods. "If you l-leave the h-hospital a-again then I'll break u-up with you.." he muttered and my eyes widen slightly.

"Y-Yuri no... I'll stay in the hospital... don't leave me.." I whimper. He is the only person I have here.. the only person I'd-.. the only person I would die for.

I lean up and press my dry lips against his soft ones, caressing his cheek. I feel his wet tears on my hand and I slowly pull back, wiping his tears away with my hands.

"I'll stay here... for us...".

A/n:

Sorry for this stupid little chapter in my eyes xD I am currently in my second to last exam week so I'm busy with stupid geography at the moment >.< wish me luck!