Lost to Love (Story On Coco)

Misguided***Appearance***

Story on COCO
           We had been talking for a while,but I couldn't get over the stares,I knew I wasn't it. I wasn't who they thought I was,like for real everyone has their opinions but this was wrong. How could they think that of me and just by the rage of anger within I started laughing .I laughed so hard it almost made me cry
Her: Are you okey,do you want to talk about it?

i knew the Answer to that question and at this time i had stopped laughing
Me: yes,sorry yes I am
Her: (smiling) okey miss.

what is your story? 

I wanted to tell her nothing but that's not true I had a story and if I didn't tell her she too would be like the rest of them. I kept my eyes on the clear glass water I was given earlier and my thoughts gained balance,it dawn on me now that I had to set things straight. I wasn't it, I wasn't that girl,

I was my own special kind,beautiful,intelligent,clever and I was me,I was Coco
Her: miss I think we lost you again
Me: I need to go,I can't do this. I thought I could but I can't

And I left. They all stood quiet as I rushed off the stage,I walked as fast as I could and to my surprise no one stopped me. I was happy she understood and let me go

I rushed out and soon I got embraced by the heat of the sun on my leather skirt and slim top I finally stopped as I got to a glass store,pushed my hair back into knot and smiled at my silly ass self. it wasn't over yet but first I needed to breath.