Music- ^God Bless by syndrome^
-January 1st, 2018
The beginning of the year. Literally.
A new beginning of me.
Had a few puffs.
Royal crown in my system
Knowing damn well I shouldn't be doing this.
But it felt good.
Reflecting on the previous year
Thinking of habits to change
Monsters to rearrange
So influential
Very confidential
Remorse and rekindle
On what your last life could've been
Spending long hours thinking how and when
What was the plan
Bad decisions led to disbelief
Being so naive
Skimming over actions that you couldn't read
People think everything is game
But somethings will never be the same
New lifestyle change
You are what you made
Not what you ate
Feeling hate
More than a positive space
Coolin it
Chillin
Feeling it
Healing
But misunderstood
In another hood
Being black on top of that
It's another challenge
I see it as a talent
Making shit happen
But your plate keeps piling
But you have to move forward
Life's a movie
There's no sequel
It's a horror
Inner thoughts and emotions
Mold yourself around it
Later leads you to an end
That you wanna pound in
Living a lifestyle that you're so
Adjusted to
But you hate it
Because you want to be a better you
You ever dig in dirt
And it didn't get deeper
All dried out and hard
Making the edges steeper
Well there's water everywhere
There's your opportunity
Pour it on the dirt
That's the first step
For a new change
No room for hurt
There's always opportunities everywhere
Mold your mindset
To make that clear
-Aiyanah 🌸
