With all things I procrastinate. There are nearly no exceptions. You are one. With you I try to work ahead and I put out the best I can. You drive me to be better, you motivate me. My inspiration and my goal all at once. I can't explain it but with you I just want to give you the world and all that I have. Be those things physical or emotional.
With you I worry and I care. With others I shrug and brush away, but never with you. I always want to hear what you have to say and that itself is phenomenal. The fact that I can care so so much about one single entity in this heartless fucked up world, amazes me.
You amaze me. Your words, your actions, your reactions. Everything. Everything about you amazes me. You're so passionate about so many things. You do so many things. You're talented and intelligent and beautiful. You are so wonderful.
You have taken my heart. You make it work, you make it beat. You pump emotion into me like some sort of love machine. When I see you my heart jumps. When you laugh I melt. When you speak I can feel myself slip into a really relaxed mood. It's astounding.
I love you so much. More than I could ever put into words. For now though, this will do. I love you.
